Tuesday, 30 December 2008

13 Meme's

Stupidity meme

The more [x]'s the dumber you are.
Be completely Honest!
18 or lower means you're not stupid.

[X] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[X] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle.
[X] You have thought of something funny and laughed out loud, then people gave you weird looks.
[X] You have ran into a tree.
[ ] It Is possible to lick your elbow
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them.
[ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen
[X] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You didn't notice that in the last question "the" was spelled twice
[X] You just looked at it
[X] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.
[ ] People have called you slow.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.
[X] You have caught yourself drooling.
[ ] You've fallen asleep in class.
[ ] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
[X] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[ ] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about.
[ ] People shake their heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice"
[X] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug.
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important
[ ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it
[X] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand, hair or pocket.
[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't even when you know it won't happen to you.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[X] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused
[X] You have fallen out of your chair before
[ ] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling
[ ] The word "umm" is used many times a day.

Tuesday, 23 December 2008


Q: Kissed someone? true (family is about it)
Q: Been arrested? false
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? false
Q: Do you like someone? true
Q: Held a snake? true
Q: Been suspended from school? false
Q: Been fired from a job? false
Q: Sang karaoke? true
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? true
Q: Laughed until you started crying? true
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? true
Q: Kissed in the rain? false
Q: Sang in the shower? false
Q: Sat on a roof top? true
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? false (barely haha camp)
Q: Broken a bone? false
Q: Shaved your head? false

1. You hung out with? Katie or Mel and Mom
2. You texted? Katie
3. You were in a car with? Myself? Ummmm Mel
4. Went to the movies with? .... Can't remember
5. You went shopping with? Mel and Mom
6. You talked on the phone? Opa(SARAH. Imma gonna call you on Christmas! Fo Sho)
7. Made you laugh? Mel or April propably
8. You hugged? uhhhhhh my mom.
9. You cried in front of? Family. Rough Weekend.
10. Where do u live? E-Town
12. Are there 1 or 2 ppl who u can always trust and rely on? I think so... But right now that's a little hard.

1. Kissed someone? Nope.
2. Sang? Yes
3. Listened to music? Fer Sure
4. Seen someone you care a lot about? Other then my family not really.
5. Danced Crazy? Not as crazy as I normally can.
6. Cried? Not in the last 48 hours.
7. Like someone you can't have? Eh... I'm not sure?

1. Club or Pub? Uhhhh...
2. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl all the way.
3. Are u afraid of commitment? Right now yes. But when I meet that guy no. I'll be ready.
4. Do you want to get married? One day yes. I'll wait for it. The final test. The height of fear.
5. Do u know who your best man/maid of honor will b? I think so... if she'd want to be

6. Would you have a party? Yeah. Having one on New Year's Eve
7. Do You cook? If I HAVE to.
8. Current mood? Drained, Tired, Excited, Sad, Confused
9. What time is it? 11:06 PM

Thursday, 18 December 2008

Lists, Lists, Lists

My next to do list since I finished school:
  • Hang out with Kristina
  • Hang out with other friends before Christmas
  • Buy A few more gifts for some friends
  • Clean my room (ugh)
Crossed off my list now:
  • Hang out with Katie Monday (good stuff)
  • Buy Family's Christmas gifts

Sunday, 14 December 2008

Sweet Beans, Cool Action Reposted

I'm sorry; I found this on your blog while I was looking through your old posts because I was bored. And while I am still anxiously awaiting your letter (the anxiety getting more and more overwhelming every time I think of it). I know that a lot of those posts were about him, a lot about me, and some I wonder if they were about me and secretly hope they either weren't or were. But this one stayed in my memory. And I wanted to repost it with the same title. Forgive me if you no longer see us in this way. But I still hope we are and will be until we are old little grannies bopping each other with our walkers and canes. And me throwing little pill bottles at you XD.

Friends 'til the end
That's what was promised
But what if it all changes, my friend.
What if one goes away?

Plans get changed,
Promises broken,
But one thing remains true
I'll always be here[there] for you.

Secrets, laughter,
Pain and smiles
"I'd swim oceans for you"
This is all true, back at you.

So tell me the truth,
because from you I can take it,
This is for real,
Even if it ends bittersweet.

So take this with you where ever you go,
I hope our lives intertwine,
For you I'd run a thousand miles
Be with you until I die.

Sweet Beans and Cool Action, My Sister, My Friend

Friday, 12 December 2008

Going Through My Head

I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
Little voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

'Cos I don't know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should

See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do

--Missy Higgins

Wednesday, 10 December 2008


- Available: I suppose I am
- Age: 20 divided by 2 minus 4 times 3
- Animal: Frog
- Actor: Paul Giamati.

- Birthday/Birthplace: Past/Here
- Best feeling in the world: UMMMMMMMMMMM
- Blind or Deaf: BLIND. I need to hear my music..... plus I can be partially blind or color blind haha!
- Best weather: When its really warm but theres snow. Yes.
- Been in Love: UMMMMMMMMM
- Been bitched out?: O.O maybe by someone I don't even know?
- Been on stage?: Yes.
- Believe in yourself? Sometimes, usually.
- Believe in life on other planets: Other then volcanos and such not really.
- Believe in miracles: YES.
- Believe in Magic: No. Unless its just like a form of expression.
- Believe in God: YES.
- Believe in Satan: Yes, sadly. Not in a good way though. DIE!
- Believe in Santa: St. Nick
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Evil.

- Car: '92 Subaru Legacy. My love.
- Candy: sourz
- Colour: green, browns, blacks, whites
- Cried in school: sigh yes. rawr.
- Chinese/Mexican: what?
- Country to visit: Sweden? No, EVERY COUNTRY!

- Day or Night: NIGHT
- Dream vehicle: '52 Chevy Pickup
- Danced: I have
- Dance in the rain?: Yes
- Do the splits? Not anymore thanks

- Eggs: Ok XD
- Eyes: Hazel
- Everyone has a(n): lung
- Ever failed a class?: Not yet

- First crush: UMMMMMM i do not remember
- Full name: *static*
- First thoughts waking up: 5 more minut....
- Food: PIZZA.

- Greatest Fear: Right now? I don't know.
- Giver or taker: Giver. I love the reactions.
- Goals: To make a demo and maybe cd!
- Gum: Uh... berry flavours.
- Get along with your parents?: Yeah pretty good!
- Good luck charm: None.

In guys/girls
Eye colour: Doesn't matter
Hair Colour: Doesn't matter, as long as it looks good on him
Height: As long as they are taller than me
Clothing Style: Anything but gansta and as long as it looks good
Characteristics: Funny, smart, loving, compassionate, good looking (wait is that not a characteristic?)

- Hair Colour: Dirty blonde
- Height: 5'5
- Happy: Meh
- How you want to die: In my sleep.. O;
- Health freak?: Nope XD
- Hate: No one; food on the other hand...

- Ice Cream: CHOCOLATE
- Instrument: Guitar, Bass guitar, piano, violin, cello

- Jewelry: Necklaces, sometimes earrings

- Kids: None. Not for a loooooooong time yet.
- Kickboxing or karate: Boxing!
- Keep a journal?: Somewhat

- Longest Car Ride: Here to Ontario. Yes.
- Love: Family and Friends (:
- Letter: B!
- Laughed so hard you cried: A lot
- Love at first sight: UMMMMMMM my guitars!!!

- Milk flavor: regular or chocolate
- Movie: (There are quite a few)
- Mooned anyone?: No way O:
- Marriage: Maybe someday; to the right person
- Motion sickness? Nope!
- McD’s or BK: Micky D's

- Number of Piercings: Just my ears LOL
- Number: which one.... there are a mighty number of numbers out there

- Overused Phrases: lol ; rawr

- Place you’d like to live: Wherever I feel like
- Pepsi/Coke: COKE.

- Quail: Funny birds
- Queen: Love them!

- Reason to cry: ...
- Reality T.V.: Biggest Loser, the only Reality TV I watch
- Radio Station: Not much that I find good, I put in one of my own mixed cds
- Roll your tongue in a circle? No

- Song: Too many to name!
- Shoe size: 8 1/2
- Salad Dressing: Ceaser or that spritzer stuff
- Sushi: YAY!
- Skipped school: No
- Slept outside: Yup, in a tent
- Seen a dead body? Yes
- Skinny dipped? No
- Shower daily? No, it is unhealthy for thy natural oils
- Sing well?: Meh
- In the shower? No
- Swear?: No
- Single/Group dates: Group that turns into single eventually
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Raspberries
- Scientists need to invent: something useful
- Time for bed: Whenever I need to
- Thunderstorms: Love em'
- TV: cartoons aw. I miss the good old ones
- Touch your tongue to your nose:? I have tried
- Unpredictable: Most drivers. So annoying

- Vegetable you hate: Tomatoes, onions, cooked mushrooms
- Vegetable you love: Cauliflower, brusselsprouts
- Vacation spot: BC

- Weakness: Guitar
- When you grow up: ummmm grow up? what is that?
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: HAHA that's funny!
- Who makes you laugh the most: Curtis with his weird witty humour
- Worst feeling: Puke-tasic ones
- Wanted to be a model? No
- Where do we go when we die: Heaven or hell! Geez that was easy. No purgatory there.
- Worst weather: Really hot hot weather

-X-Rays: teeth, arm, for my kidneys

-Year it is now: 2008
-Yellow: Katie's colour! yay! So good!

- Zoo animal: Lions, and Tigers, and..... Zebras oh my!
- Zodiac sign: Taraus. I think.

Tuesday, 2 December 2008

Here We Go. Here They Come.

Sometimes these survey like things are all I feel like doing... or sharing about myself.

1.Copy and fill out.
2.BOLD anything true.
3.Leave plain anything untrue

01. I hate my name.
02. I miss somebody right now.
03. I watch more tv than I used to.
04. I love olives.
05. I love sleeping.
06. I own a lot of books.
07. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
08. I love[d] to play video games.
09. I've tried marijuana.
10. I have been in a threesome.
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is the best policy.
13 I have acne free skin.
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
15. I sometimes curse a lot.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have a hobby.
18. Ive been told I have a nice butt.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
20. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
21. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
22. I love rain.
23. I'm REALLY paranoid. (only at work; creepers)
24. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
25. I need money right now.
26. I love sushi.
27. I talk really, really fast sometimes
28. I love to dance (If I'm in my crazy mood)
29. I have semi-long hair.
30. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
31. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
32. I was born outside of where I live now.
33. I have a iPod.
34. I have a twin.
35. I am wasting time doing this.
36. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
37. I like the way I look. (Usually)
38. I have friends.
39. I know how to do cornrows.
40. I am very pessimistic. (Depending on my mood)
41. I have mood swings. (I'd be lying if I didn't)
42. I think Britney Spears is pretty/hot.
45. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
46. I think that I'm popular
47. I have colored my hair
48. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
49. I enjoy talking on the phone.
50. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
51. I love to shop.
52. I would rather eat then shop
53. I would classify myself as ghetto.
54. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
55. I'm obsessed with my blog!
56. I don't hate anyone.
57. I'm a pretty good dancer.
58. I'm embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
59. I have a cell phone.
60. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
61. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
62. I have never been in a real relationship before.
63. I've rejected someone before.
64. I currently have a crush on someone.
65. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
66. I want to have children in the future.
67. I have changed a diaper before.
68. I've had the cops call me before.
69. I bite my nails.
70. I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
71. I've been depressed before.
72. I am bisexual
73. I am homosexual
74. I collect comic books
75. I shut others out when I'm sad
76. I open up to others easily
77. I am keeping a secret from the world
78. I watch the news.
79. I own over 5 rap CDs
80. I like Disney movies
81. I am a sucker for pretty eyes
82. I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
83. I love Martha Stewart
84. I really like someone
85. I am self conscious
86. I like to laugh a lot.
87. I smoke a pack a day sometimes.
88. I have cough drops when I'm not sick once in a while.
89. I can't swallow pills
90. I have some scars.
91. I've been out of this country
92. I am ticklish in some spots.
93. I love chocolate.
94. I am comfortable with being me (Usually)
95. I play computer games/video games when I'm bored
96. Gotten lost in the city
97. Saw a shooting star
98. Had serious surgery
99. Talked to him for 'like' 5 sec and made out
100. Hugged a stranger
101. Been in a fist fight with the same sex
102. Been arrested
103. Laughed and had milk/soda come out of your nose.
104. Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
105. Made out in an elevator
106. Swore at your parents
107. Kicked a guy where it hurts
108. Been skydiving
109. Been bungee jumping
110. Broken a bone (Does my nose count?)
111. Played spin the bottle
112. Gotten the chicken pox
113. Ridden in a taxi
114. Shoplifted
115. Been fired
116. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
117. Stole something from your job.
118. Had a crush on a teacher/coach
119. Saw someone/something dying.
120. Driven over 400 miles in one day
121. Been on a plane
122. Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
123. Thrown up in a bar
124. Eaten Sushi
125. Met someone in person from the internet (They were friends with a good friend; it was at a b-day party)
126. Been to a motocross show
127. Done hard drugs
128.Taken painkillers
130. Saw someone in concert
131. Consumed alcohol
132. Run away from home (Ha lame attempts)
133. Lied to your parents about where you are
134. Hate more than love
135. Own[d] an iPod or MP3 player
136. Are a sports fan
137. Would wear pajamas to school
138. Have a job
139. Been in love
140. tYpE lIkE tHiS VeRy OfFtEn
141. Eat fast food weekly
142. Believe in ghosts
143. Can't sleep if there is a spider in the room
144. Seen a therapist
145. Love white chocolate
146. Single
147. In a relationship
148. Kissed a stranger
149. Been obsessed with another person
150. Argued for the fun of it
151. Made out in a moving vehicle
152. Been to a casino
153. Been in a bar
154. Skipped school
155. Seen things that aren't there
156. Been punched
157. Been naked in public
158. Come close to death
159. Gotten stitches
160. Hooked up with 2 or more people in one night while drunk
161. Hooked up with 2 or more people in one night without alcohol
162. Bitten someone
163. Crashed into a friend's car
164. Been to Japan
165. Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
166. Slept with someone you shouldn't have
167. Been married
168. I believe everything happens for a reason
169. Had someone cheat on you
170. Over dosed
171. Have hated your life
172. Have no one who cares
173. Like Monty Python
174. Have several amazing friends
175. Suck at relationships
176. Believe in God

Saturday, 29 November 2008

One Semester

So I have two days left of classes and a week and a half of scattered exams.

I emailed Tasha and Patricia. I have not sent Sarah her package yet. But I got her a Christmas gift.

I am excited for Christmas, the holiday break, and new hardwood flooring.

Thursday, 13 November 2008

Name Game

1. Your name: Beth
2. A four letter word: Book
3. A vehicle: BMW
4. A city: Berlin
5. A boy's name: Brent
6. A girl's name: Britt
7. A beverage: Blue Kool-Aid
8. A job/occupation: Bassist
9. Some thing you wear: Boots
10. A celebrity: Beyonce (Hahaha)
11. Food: Brussel Sprouts
12. Something in your bathroom: Bathtub
13. Reason for being late: Bleeding Profusely
14. Cartoon/Anime character: Bart Simpson
15. Something you shout: Brilliant!
16. Animal: Beluga Whale
17. A Body part: Bladder
18. A phone: Bell
19. A country: Belgium
20. Something to describe your self: Blessed.

Friday, 7 November 2008


My 100th post! Yay its about time. I don't have a big need to write something deep or silly or anything like that. In a way I think it seems fitting to write a To Do list.

  • Mail Emma's letter out to her (gotta buy a stamp)
  • Write Sarah a letter and send it
  • Send Sarah a parcel of 'goodies' and her calculator
  • Email Patricia because I've been neglecting that email for over a month
  • Buy stuff for tonight
  • Write my English Essay and Sociology Paper
  • Write my Spanish and Choral Papers
  • Do the 'inevitable' thing I've been thinking about this past week
That's about all I can think of for that at the moment. Things that recently got crossed off.
  • Email Tasha some new songs and about life
  • Finishing writing a few songs
  • Write a new poem in my blog
Excellent. Well hopefully I write in this blog soon. Or not. We'll see. It's becoming more of a monthly or bi-monthly thing I believe.

Tuesday, 16 September 2008

Warming Schmarming

I don't believe in global warming. I understand that there is pollution and yada yada. But doesn't that have to do with the ozone? And maybe you argue that the deplesion in the ozone layer is the reason for global warming. Sure, fine. But what if you didn't have the sun (like at night) then wouldn't coldness be leaking into our atmosphere? A ha. Plus results show that while the Earth is getting warmer in the short term, the long term effects show that we would be more likely to have an ice age. Whoa ho. Eat that popsicle. So even if you leave a junkie comment, I most likely will read it, think it over, and then laugh it off. And purge.

I think the world will be gone before we hit global warming. Or an ice age. We're in good hands so stop worrying about the Earth so dang much. Worry about the world; the people. I'd rather care about those kids in Africa then some stupid Earthly trend cycle. Forget the trees. Save the kids.

Friday, 29 August 2008


I promised myself I would go through my whole room and belongings and throw out/give away anything I didn't need to keep.

So much for that. And I only cleaned my room once just to have it get messy again right away.

At least I got rid of clothes I didn't want.


Less than a week left. At least I can drive now.

Saturday, 9 August 2008

After Math of Camp

I am tired. I should go sleep.

Saturday, 28 June 2008

Do You Feel?


you know?

Wednesday, 25 June 2008


I felt my stomach drop
And I felt sick
And I got goosebumps
After reading that

Because I know parts are true.
But the other half, I wish you were here
So I could actually tell you.

Wednesday, 18 June 2008

Oh My

What a Laugh! Some of these are hilarious to read.

Dear Nicole,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it that night when I tripped on sesame seeds under the bus. I saw you carve your initials into my avocado plant.

I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist.

I'm returning the pictures of LA to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory.
You should also know that I always will remember a new life as a clone.

Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,


You do it like this:

Dear (the person who last msged you).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it that night ___2___ ___3___. I saw you ___4___ ___5___.

I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___.

I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory.
You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.

-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm inlove with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - The first of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My pen pal in Ghana
Orange - my kid rock collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs; Man
O.C.; Emotional
One Tree Hill; Open
Heroes; Frostbitten
Lost; High
House; Scarred
Simpsons; Cowardly
The news; Mongolic
Idol; Masochistic
Family Guy; Senile
Top Model; Middle-class

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That you have never noticed it
Over joyous- That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - Your socks
I/J - The results of blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Always have loved having you as a friend
I/J - Never openly mocked
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Your collection of Barbie Dolls
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go and milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - buzz off now
France - In pain

Friday, 6 June 2008

Feels Like

I feel like everyone I've known is suddenly
lying to me,
forgetting me,
ignoring me, or
staring at me like I'm some sort of freak.

I just want to lock myself away right now. I really don't think you know.

So broken.
So cold.

I'm glad its the weekend so I don't have to go back to school tomorrow. Today was bad. And that I'm working tonight. It's almost better than being here. I just want to jump in a car and drive and drive and drive. Good thing I'm not working tomorrow or Sunday. I just want to stay in bed all day. Then I want to enjoy Sunday afternoon with Curtis because at least he'll cheer me up a lot and I have so much I want to talk to him about. And I thank God for Aurora. Even if she didn't understand she still cared. And for placing her there when I don't think I could have made it.

Wednesday, 4 June 2008


So close to the end!

Nine days of classes followed by two days of exams over a two week period. FINALLY.
Summertime!!!!!! Here I come to enjoyyyy yooooooou!

Sunday, 18 May 2008

Hello Kelly (Time)!


Feels like my shadow's missing
Feels like this mirror is empty
Feels like a fight to stay alive
I see my fingers fading
It won't be long before I'm gone
Is anybody listening?

I'm slipping, slipping

Don't leave me disappearing
Falling into this place
Save me before I fade away

Where is my happy ending?
How long before my dreams die, too?
When I feel this pain
At least I feel something, something

It's everything I want to show you what I've got
I've still got so much left to give
It's everything I want to show you what I've got
I've still got so much left to give

Feels like my shadow's missing

No Time for Tears

I've seen this all before, I know
If this goes down again I hope
That this disaster ends before I close my eyes
Because this house has lost its home
And all this love was just a joke
But I'll escape before the roof caves in again
But it's always waiting there for me

Cause when everything hits home
That's when these promises and vows start breaking, now
I just want to turn this back to the way it was before
But I've got no time for tears

With cardboard boxes piled high
And two suitcases full of lies
This is where they both expect me to be strong
Everything that once was mine
Is now divide on two sides
And he expects to fill this void with just
Another diamond ring
But I'll always call her by her name

No, I've got no time for tears

I can't blame you; It's not your fault
You've thrown away this time
I can't blame you; It's not your fault
And everything you had is dying
You can't blame me; It's not my fault
And God knows that I tried
You can't blame me; It's not my fault
And it's not on me to make this right

No, I've got no time for tears

Tuesday, 13 May 2008

Shell Fish

I think I must be the most selfish person on the planet right now for what I wish would happen. I know I am close to at the very least.

God save me.

Sunday, 11 May 2008

Oh No

I think my soul just cracked.

It's hanging by a thread by what you're doing to me.

Thursday, 8 May 2008

Meaning Behine the Dream

Last night I had the most amazing, realistic dream.

I wrote about it in my other blog. Kinda free styled it.

Anyways. It's pretty much as it says except there are thing I didn't mention:
Like the fact that I don't know who the heck this guys was except that he had brilliant blue eyes and a dark blond hair colour. And his clothes were soft too. I remember him having two brothers and he was the third. Also the quietest and at the very beginning of the dream I remember his eyes were very judging seeming. (There was a little bit more before what I wrote)
It was winter but it was warm enough to have a t-shirt on and still be warm.
The second line (The fear. The rejection? The fear.) was about him. He was so afraid that I would reject him. And then he started singing but it was so funny because he kept screwing up. Then I laughed and I placed my hands on his face. Then we somehow started to slow dance. He tried to sing softly but then his brothers started to sing and drown him out. All too soon we had to leave.

Then we met again and I felt my soul swell with happiness. He smiled as I told him that I liked his new hair style. (It was a longer styled fawk hawk. Before it was a bit shaggy.) I could see your eyes so much better now. We talked for a while, sitting in the snow but not getting cold or wet. We were sitting in a corner of my yard when we started to go in for a kiss but then I felt like I really shouldn't be. I felt sad that I wanted to kiss him but didn't at the same time. And we both were like what now after that.

The whole thing about a ring was made up after I woke up. I think. Or maybe it really was dreamt in there. But I slightly woke up after the slow dancing part to find my arm almost completely stuck against my face. Yet that felt so comforting. And then after waking up I had to listen to Flyleaf's song There-For-You because it has a line about slow dancing. And since then I've been listening to Flyleaf all day.

While I've felt tired and a bit, I actually felt good today after that dream. Except that it crossed my mind every few moments during my classes. I wanted to know who he was. But some things are better left unknown.

Sunday, 4 May 2008


I updated the format of this template so now you can post comments for the posts (just click on the 0 comments link at the bottom of the post) and as well you can see the title of the post at the top of the post next to the date.

Ah, so much better.

Friday, 2 May 2008


So today was Wagstock over at school. It was pretty crazy with the bikeathon going on (raising money for War Child). I was a little sad that there weren't any bands this year ( well there was one, but I would hardly call them a band because they're a group preforming for our original grad song). But there was a whole lot of diversity in the acts, from highland, Punjabi, gansta, and interpretive dance, to bagpipes with African drums, to a jazz and acoustic sets, to singers. It was pretty intense. Grade 10 still owned though. Minus Stainless Steel. Ew. Anyways yeah. Definitely grade 10 (raising money for the Children's Stollery), this year (raising money for War Child), and then grade 11, which had only two acts that were really good.

Kudos to those who preformed and those participating in the 24 hour bikeathon. All of you are amazing for doing what you did. And also to the sound crew.

Sunday, 27 April 2008

New Survey

Only answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone? false
Q: Been arrested? false
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? false
Q: Do you like someone? true
Q: Held a snake? true
Q: Been suspended from school? false
Q: Been fired from a job? false
Q: Sang karaoke? true
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? true
Q: Laughed until you started crying? true
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? true
Q: Kissed in the rain? false
Q: Sang in the shower? false
Q: Sat on a roof top? true (well it was a garage)
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? false
Q: Broken a bone? false
Q: Shaved your head? false


1. You hung out with? Katie, last Sunday
2. You texted? Sarah, because she's the only one on that cell
3. You were in a car with? Dad and sisters
4. Went to the movies with? PotC: World's End
5. You went shopping with? Katie
6. You talked on the phone? Sarah, I think
7. Made you laugh? Sarah or Jesse
8. You hugged? Bryce (it was an awkward hug) and Michelle
9. You cried in front of? ... I don't know

10. Where do u live? E Town
11. Club or Pub? Neither
12. Are there 1 or 2 ppl who u can always trust and rely on? Usually yes. But it depends on what.
13. Do you want to get married? Hopefully, someday, but if i cant find the right guy then whats the point right?
14. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl it or Stuff it
15. What time is it? 8:03 pm
16. Are u afraid of commitment? Sometimes yes
17. Would you have a party? Heck yes... as long as it stays in control
18. Do You cook? Sometimes
19. Current mood? Tired and Sick

1. Kissed someone? for sure NOT
2. Sang? yes
3. Listened to music? Of course
4. Seen someone you care a lot about? I suppose, though the big one is this weekend
5. Danced Crazy? Nope
6. Cried? No
7. Like someone you can't have? No

Friday, 11 April 2008


This week is total crap.

Thursday, 3 April 2008

New Blog Layout!

How does everyone like this layout?
I guess you can't really answer because this layout doesn't enable comments.
That's one of the dumb things about it.
That and that you can't see blog titles.

Oh well. I guess I'll try not to be bitter about it =)

Sunday, 30 March 2008


I, am scared.

Mutinous Waves of Self Inflicting Torture.

The mind plays tricks, watching the clock.

How can you do this to yourself?

Wednesday, 26 March 2008


by The Rocket Summer

I'm not feeling touch,

I'm not making that much,
And I guess I am blessed,
But sometimes its just hard to see it as such.

I'm stuck and alone in the traffic lines,
While couples in love in the H-O-V fly by,
I don't get it,
I'm not asking for much,
But everybody wants to just have something.

So I'll be picking me up,
Breaking me down,
I was lost, was i found?
I want to feel everything.
When everything feels wrong with me.
Take a look,
And brace myself,
Everybody wants to make it count.

Save me,
Because I can never float
Amaze me,
And I would be there holding on for life.

Sitting again,
Sitting inside this drab apartment,
The walls are blank,
Its like they're talking to me.
I put a picture on the wall.
I took a chance, I took a fall.
She took off fast and gracefully.
Yes I was blind and now I see.

And I was picking me up,
Breaking me down,
I was lost, was I found?
I want to feel everything
When everything feels wrong.
Take a look,
And brace myself,
Everybody wants to make it count.

Save me,
Because I can never float
Amaze me,
And I would be there holding on for life.

And I could tell
From the picture I could feel,
I was sinking.
Pull me out,
Bring me back to life.
The colors
That my eyes had never seen,
Well I am seeing now.

Save me,
Because I can never float
Amaze me,
And I would be there holding on for life.

Save me,
Cause I can never float.
Amaze me,
And I would be there holding on for life.

So save.. me.
Save.. me.
Save me.

Sunday, 23 March 2008

... And even more Questions!

1. How old will you be in 3 birthdays?

2. Do you think you'll be married by then?
maybe =O How scary.

3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
being done school.

4. Who was the last person you called?

5. Have you ever played a team sport?

6. Who was the last person to text you?

7. Who are the last 3 people you hugged?
storme, bryce, peter.

9. What happened at 11:00 a.m today޲

10. How many states have you visited?
a few.

11. If you could be anywhere right now, where would it be޲
with friends.

12. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
it depends really.

13. When was the last time you cried޲
i don't remember at the moment.

14. What was the last thing you drank޲

15. Favorite ice cream޲

16. What is your favorite number?
twenty three.

17. Whats your favorite color(s)?

18. What jelly do you put on your PBJ޲

19. Do you like coffee޲

20. How many bottles of water do you drink on average?
a little.

21. What do you drink in the morning?
juice or milk.

22. Would you rather kiss a snake or an armadillo?

23. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?

24. Do you know how to play poker?

25.޲ What's so good about Friday?
cause then its the weekend.

26. Any plans for this week?
unfortunately yes.

27. Do you eat out or at home more often?

28. How big is your TV޲
bigger then our last one.... but not huge

29. Ever stolen a street sign?

30. Do you keep a piggy bank?
not anymore.

31. What kind of camera do you have?
an old low res one.

33. Do you prefer the ocean or a pool?
ocean i should think.

34. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?

35. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
no but Jeremy is going to lend me his car so i can.

36. What is your favorite thing to spend money on޲
cds, clothes and food i guess.

37. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?

38. Do you speak any other language?
little spanish.

39. Can you roll your tongue?

40. Who is the funniest person you know?
a lot of my friends.

41. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
no really.

42. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
i don't have a phone.

43. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
don't think so.

44. What is the color of your bedroom walls?
white with a green tinge.

45. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?

46. Are you crushing on someone right now?

47. Who޲
did i say i did޲

48. What are you doing tomorrow?
sleeping in.

49. Are you nervous?


Ever given your all to someone who walked away?

Does someone love you?
i believe so.

Is there someone you know you should hate, but you can't?

Do you like someone as more than a friend right now?

What does your 8th text say?
i don't have that many.

Have you ever lost anybody close to you?

Is there anyone you trust even though you should not?

Ever loved someone that wasn't good for you?

How's your heart lately?
on a roller coaster.

The last song you listened to?
broken heart parade

If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
i wouldn't.

What do you hate about your school?

Would you move to another country to be with the one you love?
maybe; really depends on the entire situation.

Which one of your friends do you think would make a good prostitute?
none, oh maybe curtis! j/k

Are you afraid of falling in love?
a little

What are you wearing right now?
t-shirt, jeans, socks

Favorite juice?

Ever been to Mexico?

Are you a forgiving person?

Are you talking to someone while doing this?

What school plays were you part of in elementary school?
Christmas plays.

What do you want to do with your life?
be happy.

If a bear attacked you, would you know how to defend yourself?
do the bear roll and cover my face... either that or the doritos commercial

Do you think it would be more fun to model or to shoot the photographs?
depends on the camera, set, and clothing

Are you younger than 21?

Do you like winter?

Are you in a relationship?

Do you like fruit?

How clean is your room?
lol not at all.

What are you excited for?
sarah finally coming down soon!.

Do you have feelings for anyone?

Do you fall for guys/girls easily?
not really.

Do you know someone named Dan?

Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?

What do you currently want to scream at the top of your lungs?
lots of things.

Are you named after a grandparent?

Say you were given a pregnancy test right now. Would you pass it or fail it?
pass? I'm def. not preggers.

Favorite pop-tart flavor?

Do you know anyone in jail/prison?

What are your plans for the weekend?
sleep in

Do you like the color green?

Who was the last person to send you a text message?

Ever driven into the ghetto to buy drugs?
ha no.

Favorite kind of candy?
sour candies.

Last voice mail you received?
no clue.

What did you do yesterday?
went to the game and chilled after.

How many hours did you sleep for last night?
about 8.

Milkshakes or Blizzards?

Who's the last person that you felt was stalking you?
my friends XD.

Have you ever been on your school's track team?
not this school.

What jewelry are you wearing?
ROPES bracelets.

If all your friends were going on a road trip, would you go?

Favorite drink?
root beer.

Is your phone right beside you?

Is there something bothering you?
kinda but w.e.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
i hope.

Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
when i have too.

What is the color of your bedsheets?
black with bright green-ish stripe designs.

Have you ever crawled through a window?

Are you happy at this very second?

Where do you spend most of your time at?
school andwork.

What was the last thing you did?
went for a 15-20 min bike ride.

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?

What time is it?
ten to the five seven

Have you ever changed your clothes in a vehicle?
once maybe

What are you doing in 2008?
stuff. living.

What is your ring tone?
nothin. it is none existent

What were you doing at 12am last night?
listening to music.

Question Time

Flowing Strapless Dress

Feminine yet chic, you are a traditional romantic who still knows how to party!

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.

You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.

And in return, you expect the same from who you love.

Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is medium.

You probably have had a couple significant loves.

And you may have even had your heart broken.

But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.


Your dominance is low.

This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.

You know a relationship is not about getting your way.

And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.


Your cynicism is medium.

You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...

But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.

You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.


Your independence is high.

You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.

Having your own life is very important for you...

Even more important than having a relationship.

Your Life is 60% Green

Your life is pretty green - and you know a lot about how to live an eco friendly life.

So congratulate yourself for being good to the earth. And maybe think about implementing some of the ideas from this quiz!

Your Heart is Blue and Green

Your heart is open and dynamic.

You are flexible, optimistic, and expressive.

You bring honesty and intimacy to relationships.

You're good at expressing your needs to your partner.

You Are French Food

Snobby yet ubiquitous.

People act like they understand you more than they actually do.

You Will Be a Modern Bride!

While you aren't ready to throw away all wedding traditions, you want a wedding with a twist

You're more inspired by celebrity weddings on E! than from bridal magazines

Whether this means getting married on the beach barefoot or a mariachi band for the reception...

Your wedding will be a blend of old and new - white dress cocktail, personalized vows, whatever suites you!!!

You Are a Night Person

For you, there's nothing worse than having to get up and moving early.

In fact, you probably don't hit your peak until well after the sun has set.

So if your struggling to make it on a normal schedule, realize it's not your fault.

You just weren't meant to do anything during the day!

Your Rockstar Name Is...

Brooklyne Chaps

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.

Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations.

Brainy and intelligent, you are intellectual to the point of being incomprehensible.

Your emotions tend to be relaxed and uncomplicated. You don't read too much into things.

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are a giving soul. Way too giving in fact. You often get stuck doing the dirty work that no one else will do.

You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style.

You have the perfect blend of confidence and class. You're proud of who you are - but you don't broadcast it.

In relationships, you are practical and realistic. You have a romantic side, but you only let it out when it's appropriate.

Your Friend is Not Fake

You have a true friend - and you're smart enough to know you're lucky to have such a great friendship.

So let your friend know that you really appreciate all she's done for you... and for keeping it real!

You Are an Indie Rocker!

You are in it for the love of the music...

And you couldn't care less about being signed by a big label.

You're all about loving and supporting music - not commercial success.

You may not have the fame and glory, but you have complete control of your career.

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting.

You focus on living a quality life.

You're not easily impressed with novelty.

Yet, you easily impress others.

You Are Midtown

You love so many things, you don't fit into any one label.

Your city girl persona goes to a fancy restaurant one night and a dive bar the next.

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Pear Diamond!

You're personal style is a mix of classic and contemporary, reseved and outgoing.

A pear diamond matches your charming personality - and is perfect to show off.

You've also got an elegant side, which is complemented a tear dropped shaped pear.

It's the perfect mix of Liz Taylor and Jessica Simpson - both wearers of this ring!

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.

Shy and private, you yearn for security.

You take relationships slowly.

You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Cranky and a big baby

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You are a light sleeper

You Are Likely a Second Born

At your darkest moments, you feel inadequate.

At work and school. you do best when you're evaluating.

When you love someone, you offer them constructive criticism.

In friendship, you tend to give a lot of feedback - positive and negative.

Your ideal careers are: accounting, banking, art, carpentry, decorating, teaching, and writing novels.

You will leave your mark on the world with art and creative projects.

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You Passed Your Driver's Test

Congratulations, you got 10/10 correct.

You're a good driver - at least, when you want to be.

Mocha Frappuccino

Hyper and driven, you'll take your caffeine any way you can get it. Frappuccinos are good, but you'd probably chew coffee beans in a crunch!

You Are Somewhat Like Your Mom

Believe it or not, you and your mom are pretty darn similar.

It may not seem like it at times, but you and your mom have a lot of common ground.

Over time, you'll probably get closer ... especially if you emphasize the things you like about each other.

Your Guy Should Bring You Home

You're classy, well-mannered, and you have great social skills.

And you're definitely sure to impress your guy's parents.

If he doesn't bring you home to meet mom, he's crazy!

You Are 62% Indie

You're a very indie person, and admit it, you look down a little on people who strive to be normal.

You'll indulge in a little mainstream pop culture every now and then. But for you, anything not indie is a guilty pleasure!

Saturday, 15 March 2008

Take 6; Action!

[_] I am shorter than 5' 4".
[_] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[_] I wish my hair was a different color.
[_] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[_] I have a tattoo.
[_] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[_] I wear/have worn glasses.
[_] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[_] I have more than 2 piercings.
[_] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[_] I have freckles.

[_] I've sworn at my parents.
[_] I've run away from home.
[_] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[_] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[_] I've had children.
[_] I've lost a child.

[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[_] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[_] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[_] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[_] I've stolen something from my job.
[_] I've been fired.

[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[_] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[_] I've glued my hand to something.
[_] I've had my pants rip in public.

[x] I was born with a disease/impairment. (kinda... kidney wasn't functioning)
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[_] I've broken a bone.
[_] I've had my tonsils removed.
[_] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[_] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[_] I've had more than two cavities.

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[_] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[_] I've been to Japan.
[_] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[_] I've been to Europe.
[_] I've been to Africa.

[_] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[_] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[_] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[_] I've been to a casino.
[_] I've been skydiving.
[_] I've gone skinny dipping.
[_] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[_] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from Myspace. (kinda; I met him first though)
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[_] I've sat on a roof top at night. (I wish)
[_] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[_] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.

[x] I'm single.
[_] I'm in a relationship.
[_] I'm engaged.
[_] I'm married.
[_] I've gone on a blind date.
[_] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[_] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[_] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[_] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[_] I've kept something from a past relationship.


[_] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[_] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[_] I am a cuddler.
[_] I've been kissed in the rain.
[_] I've hugged a stranger.
[_] I have kissed a stranger.

[_] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[_] I've snuck out of my house.
[_] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[_] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[_] I've cheated on a test.
[_] I've run a red light.
[_] I've been suspended from school.
[_] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[_] I've been arrested.

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[_] I regularly drink.
[_] I've passed out from drinking.
[_] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[_] I've smoked weed.
[_] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[_] I've eaten shrooms.
[_] I've popped E.
[_] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[_] I've done hard drugs.
[_] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[_] I can swallow about five pills at a time with no problem.
[_] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[_] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[_] I take anti-depressants.
[_] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[_] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[_] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[_] I'm addicted to self harm.
[_] I've woken up crying.

[_] I'm afraid of dying.
[_] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[_] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[_] I've planned my own suicide.
[_] I've attempted suicide.
[_] I've written a eulogy for myself.


[_] I own over five rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[_] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[_] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[_] I own something from Hot Topic.
[_] I own something from Pac Sun.
[_] I collect comic books.
[_] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[_] I own something from Abercrombie.

[x] I can sing well. (sometimes)
[_] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[_] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news. I read it
[_] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[_] I curse regularly.
[_] I sing in the shower.
[_] I am a morning person.
[_] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar. (sometimes but only with my friends)
[x] I am a sports fanatic. (sometimes)
[x] I twirl my hair. (when I'm bored and really tired)
[_] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat.
[x] I love Spam. ( yes, if I'm in the mood it tastes good LOL probably wrong sort but whatever)
[_] I've copied more than 30 CDs in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[_] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[_] I've worn pajamas to school.
[_] I like Martha Stewart.
[_] I know how to shoot a gun.
[_] I am in love with love.
[_] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[_] I eat fast food weekly.
[_] I believe in ghosts.
[_] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[_] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[_] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[_] I am really ticklish.
[x] I eat white chocolate.
[_] I bite my nails.
[_] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[_] I'm good at remembering names.
[_] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.