Meaning Behine the Dream

Last night I had the most amazing, realistic dream.

I wrote about it in my other blog. Kinda free styled it.

Anyways. It's pretty much as it says except there are thing I didn't mention:
Like the fact that I don't know who the heck this guys was except that he had brilliant blue eyes and a dark blond hair colour. And his clothes were soft too. I remember him having two brothers and he was the third. Also the quietest and at the very beginning of the dream I remember his eyes were very judging seeming. (There was a little bit more before what I wrote)
It was winter but it was warm enough to have a t-shirt on and still be warm.
The second line (The fear. The rejection? The fear.) was about him. He was so afraid that I would reject him. And then he started singing but it was so funny because he kept screwing up. Then I laughed and I placed my hands on his face. Then we somehow started to slow dance. He tried to sing softly but then his brothers started to sing and drown him out. All too soon we had to leave.

Then we met again and I felt my soul swell with happiness. He smiled as I told him that I liked his new hair style. (It was a longer styled fawk hawk. Before it was a bit shaggy.) I could see your eyes so much better now. We talked for a while, sitting in the snow but not getting cold or wet. We were sitting in a corner of my yard when we started to go in for a kiss but then I felt like I really shouldn't be. I felt sad that I wanted to kiss him but didn't at the same time. And we both were like what now after that.

The whole thing about a ring was made up after I woke up. I think. Or maybe it really was dreamt in there. But I slightly woke up after the slow dancing part to find my arm almost completely stuck against my face. Yet that felt so comforting. And then after waking up I had to listen to Flyleaf's song There-For-You because it has a line about slow dancing. And since then I've been listening to Flyleaf all day.

While I've felt tired and a bit, I actually felt good today after that dream. Except that it crossed my mind every few moments during my classes. I wanted to know who he was. But some things are better left unknown.