Shell Fish

I think I must be the most selfish person on the planet right now for what I wish would happen. I know I am close to at the very least.

God save me.

Oh No

I think my soul just cracked.

It's hanging by a thread by what you're doing to me.

Meaning Behine the Dream

Last night I had the most amazing, realistic dream.

I wrote about it in my other blog. Kinda free styled it.

Anyways. It's pretty much as it says except there are thing I didn't mention:
Like the fact that I don't know who the heck this guys was except that he had brilliant blue eyes and a dark blond hair colour. And his clothes were soft too. I remember him having two brothers and he was the third. Also the quietest and at the very beginning of the dream I remember his eyes were very judging seeming. (There was a little bit more before what I wrote)
It was winter but it was warm enough to have a t-shirt on and still be warm.
The second line (The fear. The rejection? The fear.) was about him. He was so afraid that I would reject him. And then he started singing but it was so funny because he kept screwing up. Then I laughed and I placed my hands on his face. Then we somehow started to slow dance. He tried to sing softly but then his brothers started to sing and drown him out. All too soon we had to leave.

Then we met again and I felt my soul swell with happiness. He smiled as I told him that I liked his new hair style. (It was a longer styled fawk hawk. Before it was a bit shaggy.) I could see your eyes so much better now. We talked for a while, sitting in the snow but not getting cold or wet. We were sitting in a corner of my yard when we started to go in for a kiss but then I felt like I really shouldn't be. I felt sad that I wanted to kiss him but didn't at the same time. And we both were like what now after that.

The whole thing about a ring was made up after I woke up. I think. Or maybe it really was dreamt in there. But I slightly woke up after the slow dancing part to find my arm almost completely stuck against my face. Yet that felt so comforting. And then after waking up I had to listen to Flyleaf's song There-For-You because it has a line about slow dancing. And since then I've been listening to Flyleaf all day.

While I've felt tired and a bit, I actually felt good today after that dream. Except that it crossed my mind every few moments during my classes. I wanted to know who he was. But some things are better left unknown.

Fixed!

I updated the format of this template so now you can post comments for the posts (just click on the 0 comments link at the bottom of the post) and as well you can see the title of the post at the top of the post next to the date.

Ah, so much better.

Wagstock

So today was Wagstock over at school. It was pretty crazy with the bikeathon going on (raising money for War Child). I was a little sad that there weren't any bands this year ( well there was one, but I would hardly call them a band because they're a group preforming for our original grad song). But there was a whole lot of diversity in the acts, from highland, Punjabi, gansta, and interpretive dance, to bagpipes with African drums, to a jazz and acoustic sets, to singers. It was pretty intense. Grade 10 still owned though. Minus Stainless Steel. Ew. Anyways yeah. Definitely grade 10 (raising money for the Children's Stollery), this year (raising money for War Child), and then grade 11, which had only two acts that were really good.

Kudos to those who preformed and those participating in the 24 hour bikeathon. All of you are amazing for doing what you did. And also to the sound crew.

New Survey

Only answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone? false
Q: Been arrested? false
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? false
Q: Do you like someone? true
Q: Held a snake? true
Q: Been suspended from school? false
Q: Been fired from a job? false
Q: Sang karaoke? true
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? true
Q: Laughed until you started crying? true
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? true
Q: Kissed in the rain? false
Q: Sang in the shower? false
Q: Sat on a roof top? true (well it was a garage)
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? false
Q: Broken a bone? false
Q: Shaved your head? false


LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with? Katie, last Sunday
2. You texted? Sarah, because she's the only one on that cell
3. You were in a car with? Dad and sisters
4. Went to the movies with? PotC: World's End
5. You went shopping with? Katie
6. You talked on the phone? Sarah, I think
7. Made you laugh? Sarah or Jesse
8. You hugged? Bryce (it was an awkward hug) and Michelle
9. You cried in front of? ... I don't know


10. Where do u live? E Town
11. Club or Pub? Neither
12. Are there 1 or 2 ppl who u can always trust and rely on? Usually yes. But it depends on what.
13. Do you want to get married? Hopefully, someday, but if i cant find the right guy then whats the point right?
14. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl it or Stuff it
15. What time is it? 8:03 pm
16. Are u afraid of commitment? Sometimes yes
17. Would you have a party? Heck yes... as long as it stays in control
18. Do You cook? Sometimes
19. Current mood? Tired and Sick

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone? for sure NOT
2. Sang? yes
3. Listened to music? Of course
4. Seen someone you care a lot about? I suppose, though the big one is this weekend
5. Danced Crazy? Nope
6. Cried? No
7. Like someone you can't have? No

Yeah...

This week is total crap.