Keyboards suck the life out of words

So I was writing a thought in my other blog and was just about to publish it when it vanished. Yeah and it wouldn't have been very bad except that I had something really going and it was like I unlocked a mystery of life. And so to everyone else it stills remains a mystery until they figure it out because I can't word it the same way as the first time because everything meaningful is suddenly gone. And I'm sitting here saddened that this stupid computer did that to me. No text was even highlighted and it just disappeared. Stupid stupid computer. *stabs keyboard and monitor*

My Tired Eyes. Sleep! For Rest is Coming

So it's technically Friday and a whole lot of bad programming is on TV this late. I should be watching Jannet's Supernatural dvd's she lent me but I don't want to wake anyone up. Yesterday was fun except for the rude bus driver *glare*

So Jannet, Mira, Kelsey, Steph, Jade (dressed up as a guy which was quite freaky actually), and I had lunch at Tokyo Express. Hmmm good stuff. Then We went to Town Center and hung out there for a good hour and a half after lunch. Fun fun stuff. Tawnya had to ditch because some relatives from the states came up unexpectedly. And then Jade had to leave right after lunch which kinda sucked. But then the others came up with idea that we could start "a band" *cough* I'm the bodyguard and singer (and the only one with any talent as they happened to mention) Jannet the guitarist, Mira the drummer, Kelsey the keyboardist, Steph the manager, and Jade, well she's the back-up dancer. Yeah. And our name? The Bio-Dome5 as Jannet so 'brilliantly' came up with. So lame but fun at the same time.

At youth this evening we are playing Wally-ball! (after my 6 hours of work from 12 to 6) We usually have a blast and Katie is bringing a friend, Kennedy so I'm excited to see how this all works out. Thank goodness that Curtis couldn't come this week XD hardly any room otherwise.

And this is the first post in March! Yay!

I Said She Said They Said...

More Quiziness! Because everyone loves them so or are your guilty pleasure. Don't deny it; it's obviously true. Ha Tru Dat. And because I'd rather not make a real post right now XD

You Are 45% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

Notice how the picture has a cat in it; I'm not some freaky cat lady 0.o

You Are a Centaur

In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Your 1920's Name is:

Violette Zella

What's Your 1920's Name?

Intresting...

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front. Shy and private, you yearn for security. You take relationships slowly. You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Hmmm that's actually true

Your Band Name is:

The Fearless Sadists

Band Name Generator

Ha, sweet.

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing. That doesn't mean you don't rock out... You just rock out with meaning. For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

... Speechless but i think that's a good thing and doesn't obviously mean I'm 'EMO' ha what a stupid term

You Are Chocolat Orange Pocky

Your attitude: funky and flavorful Rich and deep - yet zingy and zesty You are the perfect partner in crime

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

Just for Mel ... Hmmm Chocolate Pocky

Your Mood Ring is Magenta

Weird Creative Insipired Thriving

Mood Ring Generator

That quiz was definetly the weirdest and coolest one ever.

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty highly. You're completely devoted to your friends and family. Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them. Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You value honesty a fair amount. You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it. If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it. In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity." Generosity: You don't really value generosity. Your needs always come first, no matter what. And you'll possibly help someone else out... But only if it helps you in return. Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you... You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends. You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

The Five Factor Values Test

You Are 20% Extrovert, 80% Introvert

You are quite reserved You aren't afraid of social situations... But you very much prefer to go it alone And why not? You're your own best friend!

Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you. With respect to money, you are a bit stingy. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's The True You?

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

How Happy Are You, Really?

Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Intuition

You are: Multilayered and complex Inspired and driven to achieve your goals A visionary with a complete life plan Intuitive enough to understand difficult problems, ideas, and people

What's Your Personality Cluster?

Awakening to the Canadian Dream that is not Gone because This Is my Life

Oh my goodness! Switchfoot last night was sooo amazing! Even if Mel doesn't think so but Katie and I were having so much fun. So we waited outside in this short-ish line for about 20 or so minutes and then when we finally got our tickets ripped we got to go straight in to the "hall" because we didn't need to go to coat check with just our hoodies. So we skipped over about 100 people! Oh yeah! Then we waited in line to buy stuff and the guy at the Copeland booth was so nice. He had no change for a twenty because I only spent about $2 worth on a pin and sticker. So the guy at the Switchfoot booth was a little rude and rushed and was the only one working but I got an oversized t-shirt because they had no smalls left and a sticker. Both stickers are going on my guitar case! Then I went back to the Copeland booth and gave the guy the $2. Yeah it was awesome.

Copeland was pretty good. There stuff was a bit mellower minus about one song people did get into. But I actually did like their music. They seemed like sweet guys. Then about half hour later they were done Switchfoot came on stage and played AMAZINGLY! geez. I just found out from my friend who was there that the guy in the crowd actually didn't keep the guitar, a security person took it away. *relief* Then then yeah. So amazing. Chem 6A was the song that was chosen online for our city. Crazy. Mostly stuff from the last three cds were sung. good stuff. And I got lots of videos of them and a few pictures. Katie and me sang to Gone and then I sang to every song they played except for one. Because I'm not really found of Shadow proves the Sunshine. yup. Amazing.

But I got to go before school starts. This morning when I turned on my mp3 the song was Oh! Gravity by Switchfoot. XD. Gah the music has been following me! But I love it so <3

Awakening, Oh!Gravity, Meant to live, 24, Dare you to move, American [Canadian and they referred to it] Dream, Gone, Chem 6A, This is your Life and so much more!

Switchfoot! Left Foot!

W00T! Switchfoot tomorrow night! This post is a tribute to them!



Maybe I've been the problem
Maybe I’m the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and blame myself
The outcome feels the same

I've been thinking maybe I've been partly cloudy
Maybe I’m the chance of rain
And maybe I’m overcast
And maybe all my luck’s washed down the drain

I've been thinking about everyone, everyone
You look so lonely

But when I look at the stars, when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I see someone else
When I look at the stars, the stars
I feel like myself

Stars looking at a planet, watching entropy and pain
And maybe start to wonder
How the chaos in our lives could pass as sane
I've been thinking about the meaning of resistance
Of a hope beyond my own
And suddenly the infinite and penitent begin to look like home
I've been thinking about everyone, everyone you look so empty

But when I look at the stars, when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I see someone else
When I look at the stars, the stars
I feel like myself

Everyone, everyone feels so lonely
Everyone yeah everyone feels so empty

When I look at the stars,
When I look at the stars,
When I look at the stars,
I feel like myself
When I look at the stars
The stars
I see someone

School's Out for the Summer

Not really. I kind of wish it was now, but there's only a few months to go. It's probably because I have Friday and Monday off, four day weekend! And then I get March 1st and 2nd off too. So much crap has been shoved on me in the last few days and weeks and two months:

1) Switchfoot concert (giant yay)
2) MissionsFest (yay)
3) Braces coming off (finally yay)
4) Might be able to go to my cousins wedding in Ontario by plane for a weekend (yay)
5) Band is coming together (yay)
6) and then it might fall apart (nay)
7) because my Best Friend might be moving (nay)
8) Going to Ontario for the summer (yay)
9) Working & going to camp (yay)
10) Which means I need to quit my job (yay and nay)

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I can't even write what I want because there are too many emotions free flowing into their own free style right now.