Absolute Brilliance... but it wasn't mine

DISNEY PRINCESS CHALLENGE

2011-02-12T20:06:00.053-07:00

~~30 DAY~~ DISNEY PRINCESS CHALLENGE
DAY 1: Favorite movie: Beauty & the Beast/Aladdin/Mulan/The Princess & the Frog
DAY 2: Favorite princess: Belle(/Mulan - because she doesn't marry into royalty)
DAY 3: Favorite prince: Naveen(/ Aladdin - because he technically isn't a prince until the third movie)
DAY 4: Favorite song: "I'll Make a Man Out of You"
DAY 5: Favorite kiss: Belle and Adam I guess....
DAY 6: Prettiest princess: mix up between Belle/ Tiana/ Jasmine/ Mulan
DAY 7: Favorite castle: The one in Beauty and the Beast. So amazing!
DAY 8: Saddest moment: In Mulan when the troops find the other squadron was killed.
DAY 9: Favorite couple: Belle/Adam ; Tiana/Naveen ; Mulan/Shang ; Rapunzel/Flynn
DAY 10: Best hair: Belle/Tiana/Rapunzel
DAY 11: Favorite animal sidekick: Phillipe and Raja
DAY 12: Favorite non-animal sidekick: Cogsworth
DAY 13: Favorite outfit: Belle and Tiana's dresses
DAY 14: Favorite villain: Gaston, Jafar and Dr. Facilicer
DAY 15: Favorite romantic moment: ummmm I'll get back to you on that...
DAY 16: Favorite singing voice: Belle's and Rapunzel's
DAY 17: Best eyes: all minus Snow White, Cinderella, Aurora's, and Rapunzel (though I like her eyes in 2D)
DAY 18: Favorite name: Tiana
DAY 19: Favorite soundtrack: Beauty & the Beast/ Mulan/ The Princess & the Frog/ Pocohantas/ Tangled
DAY 20: Funniest moment: Mulan - when all the ancestors are arguing
DAY 21: Favorite quote: "You're Great-Granddaughter had to be a cross-dresser!"
DAY 22: Bravest princess: Mulan
DAY 23: Favorite dance scene: Beauty & the Beast
DAY 24: Favorite parent: Cheif Powtan or Mulan's parents
DAY 25: Favorite lyrics: Probably from "I'll Make a Man Out of You"
DAY 26: Most magical moment: Watching these movies and feeling like a kid again
DAY 27: Best wardrobe: Belle and Jasmine. They each have one of the largest ones
DAY 28: Favorite sequel: Aladdin sequels because they didn't totally flop
DAY 29: Favorite overall moment: Too many to put on here.
DAY 30: Favorite happy ending: Beauty & the Beast or The Princess & the Frog

HP Challenge

2011-02-12T19:49:00.000-07:00

I'm just doing this in one go or it will never get done.

01. What would your ideal wand be made of? - Willow 10 ¾" Dragon Heartstring , Swishy
02. Which animal would you have as a pet? - Great Horned Owl
03. Which House would you be in? - Gryffindor. I think I would fit in any... except Ravenclaw
04. What would your favorite lessons be? - Care of Magical Creatures
05. Which Quidditch position would you play? - Chaser
06. What form would your Patronus take? - Ostrich, Zebra, Clydesdale (horse), or Bull
07. Which animal would you transform into as an Animagus? - Horse, Coyote, or Bat
08. What would Amortentia make you smell? - vanilla, citrus, or Brazilian Carnival Febreeze
09. What would a Boggart appear to you as? - I really don't know
10. What would you do after Hogwarts? - Be in a band (like the Weird Sisters :p) or a journalist

April 19, 2007 vs. January 28, 2011

2011-01-28T01:17:00.002-07:00

Lets see how much I've changed. Or rather how much I've stayed the same.

April 19th
Ten Random Things About Me:
10. I've been playing the guitar for just about four years - Almost 8 years now
9. I have no feeling on the side of one of the fingers on my left hand - ✓
8. I have had the same hair style my whole life (in a ponytail XP) - ✓essentially. I did get it cut short-ish last year
7. After grade 12 I'm getting a fawk hawk (or something of the like) - Never happened
6. Of famous old skool bands my 3 faves in order are: Elvis, Queen, the Beatles - I like way more than just that. Journey.
5. I own more frog things then any one else I've met - ✓
4. I'm a computer genius.... of sorts - ✓ was. Still understand them.
3. Mel and I use to look like twins - ✓
2. I'm not interested in stories with vampires... seriously! XD - ✓
1. I try to be humorous if the atmosphere in a place is gloomy. Unless I'm the gloomy one... - ✓

Nine Things I Want To Do Before I Die:
9. Find the guy I would want to spend the rest of my life with. - ✓
8. Have kids if I ever got married - ✓
7. Travel through out the state Washington - ✓
6. Buy a Chevy Pick-up from the 1950's - ✓ Gorgeous trucks!
5. Build a small recording studio - ✓ Or make one in my house
4. Release one CD - ✓ Or ep for family/friends
3. Write a book if ^ (the above) doesn't work out - ✓or do that anyways
2. Meet: Dave Pelsue, Trevor McNevan, Jason Wade, Christian Lindskog, Krystal Meyers, and Kelly Clarkson - ✓ amen to wanting to do that
1. Drink a million energy drinks in one day - uhhhhhh. what?

Eight Ways To Annoy Me:
8. waking me up early in the morning - ✓
7. make me eat food I don't like - ✓
6. give me too many tasks - ✓
5. make me do housework right before/after work - ✓
4. do something after I tell you to stop - ✓
3. comfort me when I'm in a bad mood ... I will bite your head off - depends really. sometimes I do just want to talk
2. find out an amazing song has a swear in it ... you didn't need to do that =( - ✓
1. take something of mine without asking/after I say no - ✓

Seven Things I Need:
7. more time with God - ✓ ✓ ✓
6. love - ✓
5. sleep - ✓
4. foooooood (rawr or I get annoyed =D) - ✓
3. friends - ✓
2. music - ✓
1. God - ✓

Six Favorite Things In My Room:
6. clothes.... - ...some
5. blankets - ✓
4. frogs (XD) - ✓
3. books - ✓
2. Cd's - ✓
1. acoustic guitar - ✓

Five Things I'm Scared Of:
5. Losing the people I love - ✓
4. Not getting married when I'm older - ✓
3. Getting hurt by the guy I love (nerd = me ; it sounds too cliche XD) - ✓
2. Dying painfully and slowly (not dying itself however) - ✓
1. Being rejected, dejected, subject to decay (well I was but Jesus saved me so that doesn't count in a sense I suppose) - ✓

Four Things I Do Everyday:
4. Eat - ✓
3. Sleep - ✓
2. Breathe - ✓
1. Repeat - ✓

Three Things I'll Never Forget:
3. crushes (unfortunately) - ✓ argh.
2. family/friends - ✓
1. God's love for me - ✓ ✓

Two Things I'll Always Cherish:
2. Family/Friends - ✓
1. God's Love for me when I don't deserve it - ✓

One Confession I Must Make:
1. I have never kissed a boy/been on a date - ✓ :(

Memory Relapse

2010-09-24T00:04:00.000-06:00

You know how there's that one thing that you do or don't do. You absolutely will refuse to do it or do it with all the earnestness you can muster. But you don't know why. I mean, you know you should, but you just can't remember why it is like that. It's like a bad taste that you never want to remember again.

And then one day you look at everyone else, doing (or not doing) what you are not (or are) and you really wonder why it is that you have decided to take this stance. It's like your anti- everyone else. Some people may think it's cool, especially since you are totally being anti-conformist and have made no real desire to take others thoughts into consideration about this one thing.

But then you start to want to be like them. Maybe it would make your life better. Maybe people would notice you. Maybe you wouldn't just sink into the background colours of grey and black and white. (Or maybe that's what you want).

But you don't want to stop doing what it is you've been doing because it's become a trademark for you. Everyone who knows you knows you do or don't do that thing. They don't know why but they know you. And you don't want to let those people down. You don't want to let yourself down.

And then you suddenly remember. Like an epiphany. One small memory tells you why it is like this...

Does that change everything?

our claims to freedom

2010-09-17T19:04:00.000-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Twenty-Four. A Song That You Want to Play At Your Funeral.

I honestly don't know. Whenever I hear this song I always think of funeral though.

Tears Fall - BarlowGirl

I have had the same dreams many times it haunts my mind
It starts with a light but it ends every time
Oh so many faces that this world will never see
A reason for your life but your heart will never be

May our tears fall down
Let them soften this ground
May our hearts be found
God forgive us now

Oh what have we lost because we chose we'll never know
And loving you is better than feeling alone
And all our claims to freedom have become these heavy chains
And in the name of rights we keep filling nameless graves

Let the tears fall down
Let them soften this ground
Let our hearts be found
God forgive us now

Oooh

living for the only thing i know

2010-09-16T18:58:00.000-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Twenty-Three. A Song That You Want to Play At Your Wedding.

Hanging By A Moment - Lifehouse

Desperate for changing, starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started, I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking, completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation, you take all of me now

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose, there's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world that can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing, starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started, I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment
Just hanging by a moment
I'm hanging by a moment
Just hanging by a moment here with you

to say what's on my heart

2010-09-15T18:43:00.000-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Twenty-Two. A Song That You Listen To When You're Sad.

Call Your Name - Daughtry

You never said, you never said, you never said
That it would be this hard
Love is meant to be forever, now or never seems to discard
There's gotta be a better way for me to say
What's on my heart without leaving scars?
Can you hear me when I call your name?

And when you fall apart
Am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said and with a broken heart
You walls can only go down but so low
Can you hear me when I call your name?

Complicated situations are the makings of all that's wrong
And I've been standing in the river of deliverance way too long
There's gotta be a better way for me to say
What's on my heart without leaving scars?
Can you hear me when I call your name?
So, can you hear me when I call your name?

And when you fall apart
Am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said and with a broken heart
You walls can only go down but so low
Can you hear me when I call your name?

ain't no friend of mine

2010-09-14T18:37:00.000-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Twenty-One. A Song That You Listen To When You're Happy.

Hound Dog - Elvis Presley

You ain't nothin' but a hound dog
cryin' all the time.
You ain't nothin' but a hound dog
cryin' all the time.
Well, you ain't never caught a rabbit
and you ain't no friend of mine.

When they said you was high classed,
well, that was just a lie.
When they said you was high classed,
well, that was just a lie.
You ain't never caught a rabbit
and you ain't no friend of mine.

what the heart is longing for

2010-09-13T18:32:00.000-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Twenty. A Song That You Listen To When You're Angry.

Pretty much.

King of the Closet - Blindside

I answer with a restless ok but I'm about to blow when you're gone
I keep this to myself; a restless ok but I fear the dawn
I've never been afraid to hide up in the dark
It's the first morning stream of pure light that makes me rather swim with the sharks
And it'll make me say I'm ok even though it hurts more if I stay
And I'm ok. Yes, I'm ok. If that'll make your questions go away

I'm a vampire, I'm afraid the light will set me on fire

I'm cold in a way I just want to stay
And I'm cold this way

Reckon I'll close the door
Pull down the curtains stay close to the floor
Mercy is for the weak; we do not train to be merciful here
Mercy is everything I fear; we do not train to see His mercy here

Crawling again
The heart is screaming with a smile
Pride says no because of the stain
The heart pounds for love, pride says no
Because of what the heart is longing for
I'm not sure I want to be a man anymore

This choice I've got to make,
I've got to make alone
A heart of stone
This choice I've got to make
I've got to make it true
A heart broken in two

every breath is a second chance

2010-09-12T18:26:00.000-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Nineteen. A Song From Your Favourite Album.

From my fave ATM. This song always hits me. (from Hello Hurricane)

Always - Switchfoot

This is the start, this is your heart
This is the day you were born
This is the sun, these are your lungs
This is the day you were born

And I am always yours

These are the scars deep in your heart
This is the place you were born
This is the hole where most of your soul comes ripping out
From the places you've been torn

And it is always yours
But I am always yours

Hallelujah, I'm caving in
Hallelujah, I'm in love again
Hallelujah, I'm a wretched man
Hallelujah, every breath is a second chance

And it is always yours
And I am always yours

you weren't suppose to let me fall

2010-09-11T00:32:00.006-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Eighteen. A Song That You Wish You Heard On the Radio.

:)

Instant Star Me - This Riot Scene

I'll have to add lyrics later, maybe audio when I record some.

some dance to remember

2010-09-10T18:11:00.000-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Seventeen. A Song That You Hear Often on the Radio.

Classic.

Hotel California - The Eagles

On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, I saw shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway;
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself,
'This could be Heaven or this could be Hell'
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,
I thought I heard them say...

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place (Such a lovely place)
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year (Any time of year)
You can find it here

Her mind is Tiffany-twisted, she got the Mercedes Benz
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget

So I called up the Captain,
'Please bring me my wine'
He said, 'We haven't had that spirit here since nineteen sixty nine'
And still those voices are calling from far away,
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say...

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place (Such a lovely place)
Such a lovely face
They livin' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise (what a nice surprise)
Bring your alibis

Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device'
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast

Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
'Relax,' said the night man,
'We are programmed to receive.
You can check-out any time you like,
But you can never leave!'

brighter than the moon

2010-09-09T18:03:00.000-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Sixteen. A Song You Use to Love But Now Hate.

This was incredibly hard. More like I just dislike it from hearing it all the freaking time. Overplayed on the radio much?

Firework - Katy Perry

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,
drifting through the wind
wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
like a house of cards,
one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
6 feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe your reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will glow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through-ough-ough

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

no drug that they could sell

2010-09-08T17:50:00.000-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Fifteen. A Song That Describes You.

What can I say? (I love Switchfoot.)

Mess of Me - Switchfoot

I am my own affliction
I am my own disease
There ain't no drug that they could sell
Ah, there ain't no drug to make me well

There ain't no drug
It's not enough
There ain't no drug
The sickness is myself

I made a mess of me
I wanna get back the rest of me
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my life alive

I've made a mess of me
I wanna get back the rest of me
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my live alive
The rest of my life alive

We lock our souls in cages
We hide inside our shells
It's hard to feed to the ones you love
Oh, when you can't forgive yourself
Yeah, forgive yourself

There ain't no drug
There ain't no drug
There ain't no drug
The sickness is myself

I made a mess of me
I wanna get back the rest of me
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my life alive

I've made a mess of me
I wanna reverse this tragedy
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my live alive
The rest of my life alive

Ahhhhooo

There ain't no drug
There ain't no drug
There ain't no drug
No drug to make me well

There ain't no drug
It's not enough
We're breaking up
The sickness is myself
The sickness is myself

I made a mess of me
I wanna get back the rest of me
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my life alive

I've made a mess of me
I wanna reverse this tragedy
I've made a mess of me
I wanna spend the rest of my live alive
The rest of my life alive

you think that's pretty clever

2010-09-07T17:44:00.000-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Fourteen. A Song That No One Would Expect You to Love.

Well, I think this was the first Radiohead song I heard. I don't know if people would expect me to listen to them or not really.

High & Dry - Radiohead

Two jumps in a week
I bet you think that's pretty clever don't you boy?
Flying on your motorcycle,
Watching all the ground beneath you drop
You'd kill yourself for recognition,
Kill yourself to never ever stop
You broke another mirror,
You're turning into something you are not

Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry

Drying up in conversation,
You will be the one who cannot talk
All your insides fall to pieces,
You just sit there wishing you could still make love
They're the ones who'll hate you
When you think you've got the world all sussed out
They're the ones who'll spit at you,
You will be the one screaming out

Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry

It's the best thing that you ever had,
The best thing that you ever, ever had
It's the best thing that you ever had,
The best thing you ever had has gone away

Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry

and it takes my breath away

2010-09-06T00:24:00.014-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Thirteen. A Song That Is a Guilty Pleasure.

Oh yes.

Naturally - Selena Gomez and The Scene

How you choose to express yourself
It's all your own and I can tell
It comes naturally
It comes naturally

You follow what you feel inside
It's intuitive, you don't have to try
It comes naturally
It comes naturally

And it takes my breath away
What you do so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you
Know who you are and to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay-bay-baby

You have a way of moving me
A force of nature, your energy
It comes naturally
It comes naturally, yeah

And it takes my breath away
What you do, so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
{ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/s/selena-gomez-lyrics/naturally-lyrics.html }
And I love the way you
Know who you are and to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay-bay-baby

When we collide sparks fly
When you look in my eyes
It takes my breath away

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you
Know who you are and to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay-bay-baby

Naturally
Naturally
Naturally
Bay-bay-baby

Naturally
Naturally
Naturally
Everything, baby, comes naturally

Naturally
Naturally
Everything, baby, comes naturally

baby, baby, baby

2010-09-05T00:12:00.000-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Twelve. A Song From a Band You Hate.

Ugh, what? Oh, not band but I can't bring myself to actually listen to him seriously. Aaaand... this is a cover version.

Baby - Justin Beiber

can't handle the pressure?

2010-09-04T23:56:00.018-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Eleven. A Song From Your Favourite Band.

A " top 5" band because I can't choose a favourite.

E For Extinction - Thousand Foot Krutch

I'm not the same as yesterday
Ooh...It's hard to explain
How things have changed
But I'm not the same as before
And I know there's so much more ahead
I can barely believe that I'm here
And I won't surrender quietly
Step up and watch me go

Break down, ya really want it?
Wanna make a scene?
Show me what ya mean
Let's get it started
Let me see whatcha got
Can ya take it up a knotch?
Don't think you got it
Can't handle the pressure?
Get, off, stop talkin' about it
Gotta make this count, let's go

When we move
We camouflage ourselves
We stand in the shadows waiting
We live for this and nothing more
We are what You created

I can feel the storm
The winds have changed
Ooh...'Cause we're worlds a part
But just the same
But we won't leave the way that we came
And I know there's so much more ahead
I can barely believe that we're here
We won't surrender quietly
Step up and watch it go

Are you ready? Are ya ready?
Are ya ready for me?
Are you ready? Are ya ready?
Are ya ready to see?

just listen

2010-09-03T00:08:00.003-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Ten. A Song That Makes You Fall Asleep.

River Flow In You - Yiruma

creates a fever baby

2010-09-02T20:07:00.010-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Nine. A Song That You Can Dance To.

Who can't dance to this song?

I Like to Dance - Hot Chelle Rae

Click clack shimmer 'n shine
Everybody's in a line now
Dressed up to the nines now baby

Silver, shiny, sexy, it's love and
The music's playing so loud
Disco balls and big crowds baby

Her eyes, they tell me what I need to know
Your touch tells me where I need to go
My lead will make you wanna get so close

Well I like to dance
So if you do just get on the floor
Forget the romance
This is what music was created for
So find someone hot
And if you're not it doesn't matter
Baby take what you got and
Just go dancing you'll feel better

I like to dance
I like to dance dance dance dance

Lovesick electric sex thoughts
Are flying all around me
He said, she said "let's leave" baby

Fashion lives alive in her dress
And her eyes'll never leave her
The song creates a fever baby

Her eyes, they tell me what I need to know
Your touch tells me where I need to go
My lead will make you wanna get so close

Well I like to dance
So if you do just get on the floor
Forget the romance
This is what music was created for
So find someone hot
And if you're not it doesn't matter
Baby take what you got and
Just go dancing you'll feel better

Lovesick, lovesick, ELECTRIC [x4]

(I like to dance) [x4]

Well I like to dance
So if you do just get on the floor
Forget the romance
This is what music was created for
So find someone hot
And if you're not it doesn't matter
Baby take what you got and
Just go dancing you'll feel better
[X2]

Lovesick, lovesick, ELECTRIC!

give my mind a new disease

2010-09-01T11:06:00.012-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Eight. A Song That You Know All the Words To.

Long Way Down - Goo Goo Dolls

Oh here you are, there's nothing left to say
You're not supposed to be that way
Did they push you out? did they throw you away?
Touch me now and I don't care
When you take me I'm not there
Almost human, but I'll never be the same

Long way down, I don't think I'll make it on my own
Long way down, I don't want to live in here alone
Long way down, I don't think I'll make it on my own

I never put you down, I never pushed you away
You're not supposed to be that way
And anything you want, there's nothing I could say
Is there anything to feel?
Is it pain that makes you real?
Cut me off before it kills me

Long way down, I don't think I'll make it on my own
Long way down, I don't want to live in here alone
Long way down, I don't think I'll make it on my own

I never put you down, I never pushed you away
Take another piece of me
Give my mind a new disease
And the black and white world never fades to gray

Long way down, I don't think I'll make it on my own
Long way down, I don't want to live in here alone
Long way down, I don't think I'll make it on my own

i place in your hands

2010-08-31T00:04:00.012-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Seven. A Song That Reminds You of a Certain Event.

I don't know if it's considered an even since it happens monthly, but I still remember the first time I sang this at Focus. Awesome.

Came to My Rescue - Hillsong United

Falling on my knees in worship
Giving all I am to seek your face
Lord all I am is yours

My whole life
I place in your hands
God of Mercy
Humbled I bow down
In your presence at your throne

I called you answered
And you came to my rescue and I
I wanna be where you are

(Repeat Previous 2 Stanzas)

In my life be lifted high
In our world be lifted high
In our love be lifted high

begins with newborn skin

2010-08-30T00:02:00.008-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Six. A Song That Reminds You of Somewhere.

Needle and Haystack Life - Switchfoot

In this needle and haystack life

The world begins with new born skin
We are right now
You're needle girl in a haystack world
We are right now

You're breathing in the highs and lows
We call it living

In this needle and haystack life
I found miracles there in your eyes
It's no accident we're here tonight
We are once in a lifetime

Don't let go, don't give up hope
All is forgiven
You're breathing in, you're breathing in
We call it living

In this needle and haystack life
I found miracles there in your eyes
It's no accident we're here tonight
We are once in a lifetime

All is not lost, all is not lost
Become who you are
It happens once in a lifetime

In this needle and haystack life
I found miracles there in your eyes
It's no accident we're here tonight
We are once in a lifetime alive
We are once in a lifetime

In this needle and haystack
We are once in a lifetime

singing myself to sleep

2010-08-29T12:01:00.016-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Five. A Song That Reminds You of Someone.

Two people actually.

Definitely Maybe - FM Static

I met a girl named Tara
And she lived in the heart of America
She liked black caddies,
Listened to Puff Daddy
And danced until her legs were sore.
She worked around a corner
At a diner with a grouchy owner
And her boyfriend Shady dates another girl named Katie,
He loves her definitely maybe…

Don't think I can take it,
Wake me when it's over..
She lives so far away,
I wish that it was closer…
I see you everyday,
I'm too scared to go over.
I wonder what she'd say,
I barely even know her…

And how much longer
Will this keep getting stronger?
I wonder what she's doing
When I'm singing myself to sleep…
Cause he's a faker,
So see ya later.
I wonder when you'll realize that she means
A lot more to me…

I saw you in the hallway
When my last class was just over
It was Friday, school was out
Tonight, everything seems to be alright.
I said,
"Yo, are you going to the party at the cove?"
She said,
"He's picking me up at 6 again,
and I don't wanna disappoint my boyfriend."

And how much longer
Will this keep getting stronger?
I wonder what she's doing
When I'm singing myself to sleep…
Cause he's a faker,
So see ya later.
I wonder when you'll realize that she means
A lot more to me…

And she's staring at his picture hanging in her locker,
She's telling all the girls about all the things that he bought her.
I saw what really happened all those time he went for water,
When we were at the movie theatre
Watching Harry Potter.
He had his hands on
Every single girl he laid his eyes on.
Hate to break it to ya,
He's a pylon.
And even when he kissed her,
He was looking over staring at her sister.

And how much longer
Will this keep getting stronger?
I wonder what she's doing
When I'm singing myself to sleep…
Cause he's a faker,
So see ya later.
I wonder when you'll realize that she means
A lot more to me…

I met a girl named Tara
And she lived in the heart of America
She liked black caddies,
Listened to Puff Daddy
And danced until her legs were sore.
She worked around a corner
At a diner with a grouchy owner
And her boyfriend Shady dates another girl named Katie,
He loves her definitely maybe…

always wanted but never was

2010-08-28T00:01:00.013-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Four. A Song That Makes You Sad.

I know its not the saddest song in the world but I always feel a little sad when I listen to it.

Heart - The Pretty Reckless

Never wanted to feel
Never wanted you to steal my heart
Never wanted you to know
Never wanted to show I'm weak

I'm falling all over myself
Trying to be someone else
I wish you would dare to walk me home
So I wouldn't have to feel alone

Always wanted to be
Always wanted you to see my heart
Always wanted your love
Always wanted but never was

I"m falling all over myself
Trying to be someone else
I wish you would dare to walk me home
So I wouldn't have to feel alone

I'm falling all over myself
Dying to be someone else
I wish you would dare to walk me home
I don't wanna fight the world alone

Told you before
I've never loved you more

I'm falling all over myself
Trying to be someone else
I wish you would dare to walk me home
So I wouldn't have to feel alone

I'm falling all over myself
Dying to be someone else
I wish you would dare to walk me home
I don't wanna fight this world alone
I don't wanna fight this world alone
I don't wanna fight this world alone

All alone

but i have no doubt

2010-08-27T21:59:00.013-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Three. A Song That Makes You Happy.

I don't know. It just does.

Lovers in Japan [Osaka Sun Mix] - Coldplay

Lovers, keep on the road you're on

Runners, until the race is run
Soldiers, you've got to soldier on
Sometimes even right is wrong

They are turning my head out
To see what I'm all about
Keeping my head down
To see what it feels like now
But I have no doubt
One day, we're gonna get out

Tonight maybe we're gonna run
Dreaming of the Osaka sun
Oh, oh
Dreaming of when the morning comes
They are turning my head out
To see what I'm all about
Keeping my head down
To see what it feels like now
But I have no doubt
One day the sun will come out

sound of silence

2010-08-26T11:57:00.005-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day Two. Your Least Favourite Song.

Honestly, I have no idea. Probably some lame-wad cartoon theme song or an annoying jingle. That or some gansta singing about money, shooting people up, riding fast cars, and chicks. Mhmm.

I'm done.

it's a shame i'm a dream

2010-08-25T23:55:00.011-06:00

30 Day Song Challenge. Day One. Your Favourite Song.

I really can't say that I have an absolute favourite song because I love so many. So here is one of my favourite songs at this particular moment.

All I Wanted - Paramore

Think of me when you're out, when you're out there
I'll beg you nice from my knees
When the world treats you way too fairly
It's a shame i'm a dream
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

I think I'll pace my apartment a few times
And fall asleep on the couch
And wake up early to black and white re-runs?
That escaped from the mouth

Oh-Oh

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

I could follow you to the beginning
And just relive the start
And maybe then we'll remember to slow down
To all of our favorite parts

All I wanted was you

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

This Ain't Your Parent's Music

2010-08-24T00:05:00.002-06:00

The 30 Day Song Challenge

Day 01 – ~~Your favorite song~~

Day 02 – ~~Your least favorite song~~

Day 03 – ~~A song that makes you happy~~

Day 04 – ~~A song that makes you sad~~

Day 05 – ~~A song that reminds you of someone~~

Day 06 – ~~A song that reminds of you of somewhere~~

Day 07 – ~~A song that reminds you of a certain event~~

Day 08 – ~~A song that you know all the words to~~

Day 09 – ~~A song that you can dance to~~

Day 10 – ~~A song that makes you fall asleep~~

Day 11 – ~~A song from your favorite band~~

Day 12 – ~~A song from a band you hate~~

Day 13 – ~~A song that is a guilty pleasure~~

Day 14 – ~~A song that no one would expect you to love~~

Day 15 – ~~A song that describes you~~

Day 16 – ~~A song that you used to love but now hate~~

Day 17 – ~~A song that you hear often on the radio~~

Day 18 – ~~A song that you wish you heard on the radio~~

Day 19 – ~~A song from your favorite album~~

Day 20 – ~~A song that you listen to when you’re angry~~

Day 21 – ~~A song that you listen to when you’re happy~~

Day 22 – ~~A song that you listen to when you’re sad~~

Day 23 – ~~A song that you want to play at your wedding~~

Day 24 – ~~A song that you want to play at your funeral~~

Day 25 – ~~A song that makes you laugh~~

Day 26 – A song that you can play on an instrument

Day 27 – A song that you wish you could play

Day 28 – A song that makes you feel guilty

Day 29 – A song from your childhood

Day 30 – Your favorite song at this time last year

and i'm free fallin'

2010-08-23T23:59:00.000-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Thirty. A picture of you and your best friend.

don't, don't, don't, don't. don't you

2010-08-22T23:49:00.003-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Twenty-Nine. A picture of yourself.

this one's for the people

2010-08-21T23:48:00.007-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Twenty-Eight. A picture of what you wore today.

This concept but totally different clothes. And not from AE... though their shorts are comfy.

i scream, you scream, we all scream

2010-08-20T23:44:00.006-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Twenty-Seven. A picture of you more than 10 years ago.

i've got another confession to make

2010-08-19T23:43:00.002-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Twenty-Six. A picture that makes you angry.

don't let go of me

2010-08-18T23:39:00.005-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Twenty-Five. A picture that you edited.

cropped, made brighter, changed colours

work all day, work all night

2010-08-17T23:35:00.004-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Twenty-Four. A picture of what you did today.

sometimes it ain't enough

2010-08-16T23:33:00.007-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Twenty-Three. A picture that describes your life.

Pretty much.

these boots were made for walking

2010-08-15T23:28:00.002-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Twenty-Two. A picture of yourself.

you got style but you ain't got soul

2010-08-14T23:26:00.004-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Twenty-One. A picture that makes you think of your loved ones.

take me away, there's nothing left to say

2010-08-13T23:23:00.001-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Twenty. A picture of where you want to honeymoon.

are you listening?

2010-08-12T23:19:00.000-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Nineteen. A picture of your favourite musical instrument(s).

music is my boyfriend

2010-08-10T00:23:00.006-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Seventeen. A picture of your mp3 player.

listen to it ring but no one's home

2010-08-09T00:23:00.007-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Sixteen. A picture of your dream cell phone.

Something like this. I'd look at the different provideres first though.

I don't want to fight you

2010-08-08T00:22:00.006-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Fifteen. A picture of yourself.

i look at all the lonely people

2010-08-07T00:21:00.009-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Fourteen. A picture of your favourite teacher(s).

This totally isn't her but she looks 'scary' similar.

here we are, whatcha gonna do?

2010-08-06T00:21:00.004-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Thirteen. A picture of your friends.

break out, get me some take out

2010-08-05T00:20:00.008-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Twelve. A picture of your favourite food.

drink up me hearties, yo ho!

2010-08-04T00:19:00.006-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Eleven. A picture of your favourite drink.

play for me one more time

2010-08-03T00:19:00.005-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Ten. A picture of what you like to do.

She'd given up the cheese and bacon, sworn off Burger King

2010-08-02T00:18:00.006-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Nine. A picture of what you had for lunch.

hey, whataya want from me?

2010-08-01T00:17:00.005-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Eight. A picture of yourself.

for the rain to fall

2010-07-31T00:16:00.005-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Seven. A picture that makes you cry.

I can't. Not because I cry but it makes me sick to my stomach. At least there is rejoicing too.

Link

acts like summer, walks like rain

2010-07-30T00:11:00.007-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Six. A picture that inspires you.

I found this on a google search once. I was just totally inspired by it for no real reason.
Drops of Jupiter.

it's the hard knock life

2010-07-29T00:10:00.004-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Five. A picture of your morning.

motor runnin', head out on the highway

2010-07-28T00:09:00.005-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Four. A picture of where you went today.

let my feet hit the ground

2010-07-27T00:08:00.004-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Three. A picture of what you did today.

Just one of many things to do out at the lake...

don't seem to fit you and me anymore

2010-07-26T00:07:00.004-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day Two. A picture of what you wore today.

all i know is everybody loves me

2010-07-25T23:58:00.005-06:00

30 Day Photo Challenge Day One. A picture of Yourself.

Look Here Y'all Y'all

2010-07-24T12:06:00.010-06:00

Photo Challenge!

Day 01 - ~~A picture of yourself~~
Day 02 - ~~A picture of what you wore today~~
Day 03 - ~~A picture of what you did today~~
Day 04 - ~~A picture of where you went today~~
Day 05 - ~~A picture of your morning~~
Day 06 - ~~A picture that inspires you~~
Day 07 - ~~A picture that makes you cry~~
Day 08 - ~~A picture of yourself~~
Day 09 - ~~A picture of what you had for lunch~~
Day 10 - ~~A picture of what you like to do~~
Day 11 - ~~A picture of your favorite drink~~
Day 12 - ~~A picture of your favorite food~~
Day 13 - ~~A picture of your friends~~
Day 14 - ~~A picture of your favorite teacher(s)~~
Day 15 - ~~A picture of yourself~~
Day 16 - ~~A picture of your dream cell phone~~
Day 17 - ~~A picture of your mp3 player~~
Day 18 - A picture of your room
Day 19 - ~~A picture of your favorite musical instrument(s)~~
Day 20 - ~~A picture of where you want to honeymoon~~
Day 21 - ~~A picture that makes you think of your loved ones~~
Day 22 - ~~A picture of yourself~~
Day 23 - ~~A picture that describes your life~~
Day 24 - ~~A picture of what you did today~~
Day 25 - ~~A picture that you edited~~
Day 26 - ~~A picture that makes you angry~~
Day 27 - ~~A picture of you more than 10 years ago~~
Day 28 - ~~A picture of what you wore today~~
Day 29 - ~~A picture of yourself~~
Day 30 - ~~A picture of you and your best friend~~

these are the scars deep in your heart

2010-07-17T21:49:00.003-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Thirty. Your reflection in the mirror.

Dear Self,

You are like the ugly duckling; you weren't much to look at when you were going through junior high and high school. The crazy hair, the braces, bad skin, baggy clothes, scrawny kid; nothing changed during those years. But in the last few years you have become an elegant woman. True, there are days when you still have crazy hair but you play it off as the weather permits, the bad skin is only due to hormones (which means nothing can be done so deal by covering it up with concealer!), nothing to wear, and uncomfortable in your own skin.
BUT. You have beautiful natural waves so play them up! You will never have bad teeth again so keep them good. Always keep your skin clean and moisturized. You have an amazing wardrobe and should give some of it away to those who have nothing. And you have a fantastic body. I mean, look at that tanned skin, those long toned legs, those strong hands and arms! You have come a long way from what you use to be. And it isn't always easy when you look at other girls. But you don't wear make-up and can't expect to look certain ways without it. You are nothing that you aren't, you have never pretended to be. And that's what makes me love you most. Never change that; never be something you aren't for anyone. I'm so proud of you.

Love You Incredibly Much.

the ways two hearts can meet, we were made to collide

2010-07-16T08:47:00.027-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Twenty-Nine. The person you want to tell everything to but are too afraid to.

(I suppose I am writing this letter to a future time and future person but I think that is okay. This is real; this is how I feel)

Dear Future Husband,

You don't know how hard it is for me to write this. Not only because I don't know who you are or if I've even ever met you (I actually hope to God I haven't) but because I find it so hard to open myself up to people. I hate being vulnerable and setting myself up for any hurt that may follow that. I need you to know that that is how I am and I am not trying to hurt you. One day I will let you know every little thing of importance but it will not be easy for me. I have been hurt before. I am ready to hurt again but it will be different because it will be with you the person I would give my very life for. I know you would never intentionally hurt me but want to share in my own hurt and be vulnerable with me. That concept is so lovely to me and I cannot wait for the time when I share everything with you so we can grow together fully. You will harvest my love and respect. There may be times I will not tell you things because of the love and respect I have for you so be patient with me and understand that it is because of you that I have made that choice.

Your Love,
B

throw up you rockfist if you're feelin it when I drop this

2010-07-15T21:46:00.017-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Twenty-Eight. Someone that changed your life.

Dear Katie,

Yes you have changed my life in the best way possible. You are the one friend I feel who can be totally high on Jesus all the time and who I can talk about spiritual things freely with at all times. You push me to be a better Christian, thanks so much for that! You push me to know Him better and learn new things about myself through him.

You want to know how I am, just saying 'fine' won't cut it with you and even if I'm not in the mood to talk about it I will anyways with you. The silences between us are never awkward but rather reflective as I think about the good and bad times I've had you as a friend. Even through the hard times in your life you counted me as a friend even if you didn't want to share everything. It's just been in the last little while we've actually this close (but I enjoy going over to your Grandma's to drink tea and hang out in your rad room).

Hopefully we can hang out again before you move to Calgary for school. Haha maybe you'll meet a guy there ;) Just kidding! Kinda....

Love!
McFly

we're breaking free, and making history

2010-07-14T23:06:00.000-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Twenty-Seven. The friendliest person you knew for only one day.

Dear Britt & Courtney,

You two are the friendliest girls I've ever meet! You aren't afraid to come up and start talking to new people in your church. If I lived in town I would totally go to that church just because you two are there and made me feel so welcome! Even though your cousins were visiting you made sure you got to know us. I hope to go back next year and see you both again and hear how you (and the rest of your family) are doing.

Beth

people will come and they'll go

2010-07-13T23:13:00.006-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Twenty-Six. The last person you made a pinky promise to.

Dear Last Person I Made a Pinky Promise To,

I don't remember who you are, or what we promised, but I hope we kept that promise or both were okay with the outcome.

Sincerely the Other Pinky Promiser.

a thousand to one and a million to two

2010-07-12T09:11:00.008-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Twenty-Five. The person you know who is going through the worst of times.

Dear A,

I know this probably isn't easy for you. I was shocked when I heard and it seems like many of your friends were. I don't know what to say but like T said, if there is anything we can do for you don't hesitate to ask. We're here for you. So many of us are sticking by you so fight on!

Yours truly, Smiley

i know what i gotta do

2010-07-11T17:34:00.003-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Twenty-Four. The person that gave you your favourite memory.

Dear Me,

I can't remember my favourite memory but I'm sure it had to include myself somehow so thanks for the good times.

Love Me Always.

how it feels to kiss those lips, but your kiss is not for him

2010-07-10T15:09:00.008-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Twenty-Three. The last person you kissed.

Dear Nobody,

I have kissed nobody, or at least not in the way I think they mean. I just don't want to go throwing my kisses around to just anybody so if I kiss nobody it is better in the long run for me not getting a broken heart.

B

always hard to hold, so letting go ain't easy

2010-07-09T21:07:00.007-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Twenty-Two. Someone you want to give a second chance to.

Dear you.

I know we haven't been close to each other in the last little while but I wish we were. I know things will never go back to how they use to be but that's okay too. Sometimes when something is given up better things will come out of it.

There are so many things that I want to tell you that I haven't and so many things that I want to ask you but am too scared to. I know you may never see this but I hope you do. Even if you commented anonymously and said something that only we know, I would know that I could say everything that I want.

So maybe I want to give you a second chance. But I also hope that you will give me a second chance too.
From your (ex?) Best friend (?)

if everything goes wrong keep singing this song

2010-07-08T11:06:00.015-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Twenty-One. Someone you judged by their first impression.

Dear Brandi

I guess I kinda judged you on your first impression seeing as you were my grade 6 buddy when I was in grade 2. Well I guess I thought you were really cool because I remembered you from then when we met again. And I was totally right but you were also a lot cooler than what I thought too.

You have become a Godly woman I look up to with great respect and are one of my mentor's who I feel like I can come to with any problem whatsoever and you will give me an answer full of wisdom and love. You also supply good laughs :)

So I guess my first impression of you wasn't bad or wrong but it was far narrower than our relationship now is like. Thanks for being there for me.

In Love,
Beth

forget and not slow down than gather regret

2010-07-07T23:05:00.008-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Twenty. The one that broke your heart the hardest.

Dear Boy,

If we were going out my heart would have been smashed into tiny little fragments that would be unable to be glued back together completely for a long time. If I had known every little thing about you it would have crushed me so hard that I could no longer breathe as I was floating in space trying to find some oxygen.

As it is, we never went out and so you never really broke my heart and so that is that. :)

B

again, racing through my brain

2010-07-06T23:03:00.013-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Nineteen. Someone that pesters your mind - good or bad.

Dear Swiss Chalet guy,

Yes you pester my mind. Gah. You are pretty cute though so that's okay. Minus that hideous "mom" tattoo on your arm. But the first time I saw you working there and I was checking you out and totally didn't notice you were looking at me until it was too late to make it unobvious was pretty funny. And you laughed after :) And then the next time I went in and there you were and I was trying not to be obvious this time when I looked at you but you kept looking at me.And when we left you were still looking. It made my heart glad.

The next time you weren't there and all I can say is that I hope you haven't quit. Because I really actually want to talk to you. Until next time (if you haven't quit by then).

Beth

the restless soul is searching

2010-07-05T23:02:00.011-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Eighteen. The person you wish you could be.

Dear Jesus,

I wish I could be more like you. But I fail so hard and miserably. You know that but you always pick me back up time and time again (thank you) and tell me to keep trying. I will because you believe in me and love me despite what I am because you know me better than I will ever know myself. Thank you.

Love,
Beth

losing ground and gaining speed, i've lost myself

2010-07-04T23:01:00.028-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Seventeen. Someone from your childhood.

Dear Dustin S.,

I don't think you will ever read this because I didn't write out your last name. Your last name is so weird anyways but I remember how to spell it so HA. We always called each other by our last names which was kind of cool since no one else did that ever. I knew you from the beginning of grade 5 to near the end of 7. You were my best guy friend that whole time and, in elementary we would hang out almost every day at least once, usually during lunch recess. I don't remember if it was in grade 5 or 6 but you broke your arm or something and had it in a sling but you still played catch with me and were pretty dang good. That's probably one of my favourite memories of you. That and Nick B. and you would sometimes call me Beefaroni. Real lame guys.

One time someone told me that we should totally go out and at the time I wanted to gag because you were my best guy friend and I couldn't see you that way. Now I wonder why I didn't because you made me laugh and were cute and liked hanging out with me. Oh man, how embarrassing. I really hope you never read this haha.

I don't think you will and secretly that makes me sad. I can't find you on facebook and I wonder what happened to you. One time I think I saw you at the Hangers in Capilano mall but I couldn't tell and I was with a friend so I didn't want to run over and see. One of my few regrets, though it doesn't really matter. I just hope you didn't land yourself in jail. And if you did you are dumb and you are so much better than that kinda crap. Or at least you were when I knew you. Indeed. I just wish I knew what happened to you, at least to set my mind at ease.

Beth

there's no one in town I know

2010-07-03T11:59:00.005-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Sixteen. Someone that's not in your state/country.

Dear Ian & Danielle,

I wish I could have written this on day nine instead because it would make way more sense. But you are also not in the same province so it is all good.

I am super excited to finally talk to you guys for the first time in my life! I don't even know what to say but I am thankful for facebook actually being useful for once. I hope I get to know you guys better and that we can meet someday. It is so crazy cool/weird how many interests we have in common. Super crazy! Anyways, like I said I hope we can meet one day but until then it is good just meeting you guys and learning how ya'll are.

Beth

waiting in my room for you, you were waiting for me too

2010-07-02T18:57:00.006-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Fifteen. The person you miss most.

Dear Marty,

You are indeed the person I miss most at this time. Because we haven't seen each other in like two years (give or take 20 minutes. That doesn't count). And we obviously have each grown so much since then and we just need to talk and get to hear about each other's lives. Coffee and two days in August.

Love McFly.

do you see me? because i think i see you.

2010-07-01T14:54:00.002-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Fourteen. Someone you've drifted away from.

Dear Kristina,

What happened to us? We were best friends from kindergarten and now we barely talk to each other. Which is pretty bad since we go to the same school. When you changed schools after grade 7 I felt so lost and it was so hard for me. Probably because I lost such a good friend/walking buddy/project partner. I loved how we would have our 'fights' which were nothing more than small bickers. And how we would always have to be partnered with Coleen because we were the only ones nice enough to let her join our group. The way that we would do each others homework (you got science and math and me, I got social and LA) it was good times.

I know that you have your own set of friends and I have mine and we didn't have any classes because you are doing a B.Sc and I'm a B.A and I was already taking 200/300 level courses. But maybe, if we're lucky, we'll have a class together. It would be pretty rad.

Anyways you'll always remain a good friend of mine even if we hang out 0% of the time.

Beth

take your cheap shots, i've never been too proud to sin

2010-06-30T22:53:00.021-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Thirteen. Someone you wish could forgive you.

Dear Jenny M.,

I'm sorry if I've hurt you in some way. It was a long time ago and maybe you don't even remember me. I don't think I ever meant to hurt you but you were always pushing back against anyone who tried to be your friend. So when people started to purposely hurt you, you'd already taken away any support you would have had. I always watched when people would target you when we played dodge-ball and I never knew what to do. And I always felt guilty that I knew they were doing that. Even your so-called-friends that you made for yourself would do that to you.

Maybe you were just waiting for that one person who would go up and beyond the effort to be your friend. But I couldn't do that. And I'm sorry for that. And I'm sorry that I didn't stick up for you when people were hurting you. Because I know they would have listened to me.

Beth

everything that i'm made of starts to melt away

2010-06-29T17:57:00.015-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Twelve. The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.

Dear Self,

Why do you do those things that you know you shouldn't? You hear the voice telling you that you will regret it and yet there you go anyways. And you do regret it. Always. It needs to stop. When that happens go play a video game or, better yet, look at the paper and look at all the murders and deaths. You don't want to be the one doing those things.

You were doing so much better for a time there and then something snapped back. You can blame the people. But it comes down to who's the bigger man here. And you can't be that if you go ahead and do things you're going to regret. You know that its the truth.

Love,
Yourself.

let's don't let a good thing die

2010-06-28T10:56:00.013-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Eleven. A deceased person you wish you could talk to.

Dear Elvis,

I wish you could have lived longer (like Johnny Cash did) or at least gone out in style (not fat). Anyways I want to tell you that I love your music. I wish I could have actually gone to a concert of yours in your prime. It would be something to remember the rest of my life. But your music makes me happy and I can feel the passion you had for singing and making the music. So thanks for being such an inspiration and leaving the world with something great behind.

Beth

we're here now feeling the beat of a thousand hearts

2010-06-27T17:43:00.009-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Ten. Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.

Dear Paula,

I loved seeing you and talking to you when you came by my house to drop off my birthday gift. I feel bad because I never got you anything for your birthday. But don't worry I will next year because it is your big 2-0! Oh yeah! Anyways I see you working sometimes when I pop into your store but you always are helping customers so I decide not to be rude. But if I notice you are not busy I will jump on that moment and talk to you =)

You are one of my oldest friends! Thanks for wanting to continue on our friendship through the last 13 or so years!

Beth

completely incomplete, i'll take your invitation

2010-06-26T19:40:00.019-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Nine. Someone you wish you could meet.

Dear Jason Wade,

I know you will never read this because you probably have next to zero time to be on a computer looking up fan letters on random blogs while you are touring. Maybe you would wonder why I chose to write this letter (someone you wish you could meet) to you. I know you were here recently on tour with your band but I wasn't able to go to the concert.

Anyways the reason I want to meet you is to tell you how much your songs mean to me. I have 'grown up' with them and every cd carries different memories. My sister recently told me that she loved your first albums but not the last couple. I disagreed; as I've grown and changed so has your music. Everything needs to change in order to grown and get better. I guess I just understand every single song you've made and how it fits into my life. So thanks for making fantastic music that I can listen to, understand, and grow with. I'll be looking forward to your next album. Hanging By a Moment will be my favourite song until I die. So thanks.

Beth.

how could we know that night would bring us into daylight

2010-06-25T14:17:00.003-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Eight. Your Favourite Internet Friend.

Dear Ali,

I miss talking to you so much! You helped me through hard times and good times. I love how you introduced me to so many different bands and also to making graphics. My favourite rp's were always with you and the stories and characters we made from/for them will remain my favourite.

I hope you are doing well with life. Last time I talked to you I remember you saying that you were going into massage therapy.... or something like that. Have you stuck with it or have you decided to do something different?

We still need to make a trip to Moose Jaw. I miss you a whole heck of a lot.

Beth~ (aka Shawty (lol))

i can breathe for the first time, i'm so movin' on

2010-06-24T22:16:00.000-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Seven. Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush.

Dear Ex-Crush,

I want to be so over thinking about you. But when you show up I can feel my heart flutter a little. It's doing it less though, which I'm glad of. And, most honestly, if you are into her just ask her out already. Don't be stupid and shy and whatnot. Because the worst thing that will happen is rejection. Hm isn't that the truth. Then you move on. If you ever had asked me out after what happened I can say with confidence that I probably would have said no. Everything in my body would have conflicting feelings about it and I, while probably regretting not, would be much happier not worrying about you and a relationship the way my life has played out up until now. I have to say that the other week when I was looking at a friend who was near where you were standing and caught your eye was pretty awkward. But I wasn't looking at you.

Next time I see you I'll be over you. M~wah!

B.

may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

2010-06-23T22:45:00.001-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Six. Stranger.

Dear Stranger,

Like any safety-conscious parent would tell their kid, I was told not to talk to you. However, I've grown up and at my work I have to talk to strangers. So I want to tell you, stranger, is that you are not alone even when you think you might be. Someone right now is thinking about you. It could be a kid that was in your class for one year in elementary but that person is wondering what happened to these people and what became of them. Someone out there is willing to love you too. You are always loved no matter what you may tell yourself. I am telling you now: You are loved. The hard times may come at you full force but after the storm there is always sun. Maybe it doesn't feel like that now, and maybe you have never known anything but storms in your life. But maybe you just need to step out of your routine: Drive a different way home, ride a bike instead, work up the guts to talk (because the worst that could happen means that person didn't want to know the beautiful person that is you. You don't deserve that), learn an instrument, save an animal from a local shelter. Try to do something different once a day. It can be the smallest change (driving a different route or a different food you've never had) to a huge new extreme that you never would have thought to do (skydiving or scuba diving). Try it and see how your life brightens up and opens new possibilities for you.

God Bless,

Beth

only in your dreams so exit the fall

2010-06-22T09:35:00.002-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Five. Your Dreams.

Dear Dreams,

You are something I love to hate. A sweet escape. A drowning place. In my subconscious you make me remember what has happened through the day or that I am stressing over. Not cool. Though I will give you credit for giving me a good story idea. But at the same time I'd almost rather not remembering my dreams like I use to do. They were just dreams that stayed forgotten because they don't matter. So next time I fall into sleep please don't taunt me. Thanks.

B

it's not always easy, but i'm here forever

2010-06-21T23:16:00.000-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Four. Closest Sibling.

Dear Pooh Bear,

Haha I haven't called you that in forever, have I? Well there we go. I don't know what to say to you because I see you everyday and tell you a lot of things. But I don't always tell you everything. You are one of my closest friends and probably will be until we die. You make me laugh and cry and want to die. You think I laugh at you all the time. And you're right; I do. But I'm not laughing because you are ugly or whatever it is you think. I'm laughing because you did whatever it is you do to make me laugh.

We need to find more Adventure Times to watch. Like Ricardio. And that gross magic one blah. Anyways chill out. I'll see you tomorrow when I get up and we go to Pier 1. Until then.

Hot Tamales.

its business up front and a party in the back

2010-06-20T19:08:00.002-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Three. Parents.

Dear Parents,

      I was originally going to write you separate letters but then I decided against it. Why, you may ask? Well I'm lazy but I also thought it was tacky. Haha kidding. I just thought that since its the 30-day letter and not letters I would only write one.

      Really all I want to say is thanks for the memories. I'm outta here. =) No, really I want to say thanks for taking care of me since I was born and giving me support and feeding me and giving me food. So thanks for that.

      But I also want to say that you guys better lay off on some stuff at times. I'm an adult and I need my own space and time and all that good stuff. I understand that it can't be all that easy since almost all of your kids are adults now but please don't treat us like we don't know how to get along in the outside world. You've raised us pretty dang well and I think we can deal for ourselves. Indeed.

   I'll be sticking around for another two years but later I'm looking for my own space. It will be good times. I need to start a new chapter in my life at some time 'rents.

Love your number two.

PS. Happy Father's Day Dad.

i don't know you but i want you (all the more for that)

2010-06-19T12:26:00.003-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day Two. Crush.

Dear Crush,

I don't see you very often but you make my life worthwhile when I do. When you look over in my direction my heart skips and I wish you would just talk to me. We have similar interests (music) and as I watch you play your guitar with all that love and determination in your face I find myself falling even more for you. The way you play the piano fills my soul with joy. You make me forget about him and I wonder if you ever sad about losing her. I don't want to date in sympathy so you won't be a rebound when I never even dated him. I don't really know you but my sister kinda does and many other friends of mine do. If there was a way to talk to you I would. But I'm scared at the same time. But I would overcome my fears to be with you. Why can't we just talk and see where it goes from there? Ha, yeah like that will ever happen. Maybe this is why crushes are stupid ridiculous things. Yeah. See you tomorrow.

Beth~

love is the movement, it's a revolution

2010-06-18T15:32:00.002-06:00

30 Day Letter Challenge Day One. Best Friend.

Dear Best Friend,

      I don't even know how to start this letter. Maybe that's because [I hope] you know how much you really do mean to me. You know that I don't like to talk about my emotions and stuff but writing them works so much better for me anyways :)

       We haven't seen each other in a long time. But I want you to know that you are an absolutely beautiful woman! Now I know that you are thinking that I'm only saying this because I'm your best friend but I'm pretty sure I would tell you if you looked butt-ugly. Trust me on this. You are gorgeous. And I know life hasn't been kind to you a whole lot of the time. But that just adds to the beauty and your fighting spirit. I loved going out places with you because I would think "I'm so lucky to have a beautiful friend who actually wants to be seen with me" :P

       I don't really know where you are in your spiritual life. But when you were still here I think that was one of my favourite things about our relationship. I've never had a friend closer than you who believed so much of the same things as me. But more than that is that I felt we were at the same point in our spiritual life and it helped having someone there with me going through the same battles. And I think this part of my life was the part that cried the most when you were gone and I didn't know what 'state' you were in. Anyways. I know this is cliche but I know that God has awesome plans for you if you draw close to him. I know because I could see such things before you moved. (Of course I couldn't see anything while you were gone ;D)

      Gah there is so much I could say! I don't even know if I'm your best friend anymore because of that stupid crap that happened and I'm sorry about that and I know I will always regret it. I don't know if you'll ever want to bring it up again but I think we should even though neither of us want to because it will eat both of us and our friendship inside out. Aside from that I want to hear - actually hear in detail - what happened to you in the last few years. It's been a long time. You can say stuff happened and it doesn't matter. But it does to me. You shouldn't have to carry a burden by yourself. I promise I will talk about my side too. And its painful to me at certain parts but somehow I know you'll listen.

       Music! In our souls, in our mouths, in our hands. I want that band to live. I don't even freaking care if its the two of us with guitars acoustic. The Rocket Summer is a one man band so obvs we would be a band, an acoustic one. I loved how I could write the lyrics and someone you could just pick the music out of the air. Beautiful. OH. There is concert (only $10!!!!!) on August 28th. Flyleaf, Skillet, Hawk Nelson, Starfield + a few more. Come wiiiiiith.

       Hahaha okay I know I am super lame this way and I don't even have a boyfriend and I probably won't for a while but I want you to know that I want YOU (lol) in my bridal party. Bridesmaid, Maid of Honour.... we'll see. But you've been such an important part of my life I can't imagine you not being in there.

      There is so much more that I could say but honestly I'd rather tell you face to face. I miss you so so much. I will love it when you (finally) move into the city. You are my partner-in-crime, my sister (though not by blood which is even cooler), and my best friend. Sorry this is long but at least it isn't as small as the writing on my actual letters. (Which hurts my eyes even XD EDIT: nevermind. it's pretty tiny too) I'll see you soon. Hopefully in August :D

Love McFly ♥

Listen Up Y'all Y'all

2010-06-18T14:49:00.013-06:00

It's the 30 Day Letter challenge and its going down right here.
Haha yeah.... I'll be posting the letters here. I'll try to do one 'each' day but I'll do one for sure whenever I have something to say/am on the blog. So let's start this party up!

Day 01 — ~~Your Best Friend~~
Day 02 — ~~Your Crush~~
Day 03 — ~~Your Parents~~
Day 04 — ~~Your Sibling (or closest relative)~~
Day 05 — ~~Your Dreams~~
Day 06 — ~~A Stranger~~
Day 07 — ~~Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush~~
Day 08 — ~~Your favorite internet friend~~
Day 09 — ~~Someone you wish you could meet~~
Day 10 — ~~Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to~~
Day 11 — ~~A Deceased person you wish you could talk to~~
Day 12 — ~~The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain~~
Day 13 — ~~Someone you wish could forgive you~~
Day 14 — ~~Someone you’ve drifted away from~~
Day 15 — ~~The person you miss the most~~
Day 16 — ~~Someone that’s not in your state/country~~
Day 17 — ~~Someone from your childhood~~
Day 18 — ~~The person that you wish you could be~~
Day 19 — ~~Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad~~
Day 20 — ~~The one that broke your heart the hardest~~
Day 21 — ~~Someone you judged by their first impression~~
Day 22 — ~~Someone you want to give a second chance to~~
Day 23 — ~~The last person you kissed~~
Day 24 — ~~The person that gave you your favorite memory~~
Day 25 — ~~The person you know that is going through the worst of times~~
Day 26 — ~~The last person you made a pinky promise to~~
Day 27 — ~~The friendliest person you knew for only one day~~
Day 28 — ~~Someone that changed your life~~
Day 29 — ~~The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to~~
Day 30 — ~~Your reflection in the mirror~~

It Lives On

2010-04-15T14:31:00.002-06:00

I actually really love this as a tee.

D=

2010-04-14T23:27:00.002-06:00

Can you please exit my head?

I don't know if your face keeps showing up because my hormone levels are wacked or if I kinda like you.

But I really doubt I'll see you again.
And because of that I don't want to even entertain ideas.

So please just get out and leave me alone.
Unless you aren't just a face in my mind.

ROAR. I am lion.

2010-03-20T00:58:00.002-06:00

Mmm I suppose I should post a really real blog post once in a while right? So. Life.
It's been getting me down a little I won't lie.
I guess I've been dwelling on things I have no control over. Stupid.
Like why it seems like guys don't like me. And why all these people I've grown up, who are in relationships, are suddenly getting engaged or married.
I'm left behind.
I even feel left behind in my own family. Not that anyone else it dating but everyone else has been asked out on dates more than my 1 time. Hmpf.
I need to get out there in the world but at the same time I really don't want to either.

It's like I'm getting stretched into 2 directions. Stop and drop everything and just leave and go anywhere. Or stay and see where I am after I finish school.

And school. It feels like my friends and sisters always have nothing to do and I'm doing all this work for my classes. I guess that's the joy of being an English major... but really? Not even one paper or test to study for? I know Heather does actually do a lot of studying and Monica too but other than them it's rare that I see anyone else in our group actually doing something school related.

STEAM.

I have to say that it felt so good to just screw over my paper for Monday to have a Girls Night Out with my mom and go shopping for 1 1/2 or so hours. I don't get out enough as it is and I think I've been really depressed lately because of this. And other above stated reasons. So it felt to just spend money on myself.

2 more papers left before exams. 1 on Monday then I can slack (minus weekly comment papers <_< and reading for classes) until Easter break to work on my last paper. Speaking of Easter I was nominated to play bass for our Good Friday service since the regular bassist is on his Spring Break that week.

And and and. BOO. My last final is on my birthday T_T Super sad. Good thing its a Friday.

And I need a haircut again.

In the Last Month

2010-03-07T00:48:00.000-07:00

So far this month I have...

:: Household Chores ::
1) Mowed the lawn
2) Folded laundry
3) Cleaned my room
4) Cleaned another room in the house
5) Weeded the garden(s)
6) Cleaned out the garage
7) Swept a room in the house
8) Painted a room
9) Organized or reorganized a shelf or desk
10) Paid bills

:: Friends ::
11) Hung out with a friend
12) Hung out with 2 or more friends at once
13) Seen a movie with a friend
14) Done something stupid with a friend
15) Been embarrassed in public with a friend
16) Cried over a friend's shoulder
17) Had a friend cry over your shoulder
18) Gotten into a fight or argument with a friend
19) Made up or apologized to a friend
20) Seen a friend that you haven't seen for a month or more
21) Met somebody new

:: Family ::
22) Fought or argued with a parent
23) Fought or argued with a sibling
24) Saw a parent or sibling cry
25) Had a parent or sibling cry over your shoulder.
26) Been complimented by a parent or sibling
27) Complimented a parent or sibling
28) Been insulted by a parent or sibling
29) Insulted a parent or sibling
30) Watched a movie with a parent or sibling
31) Played a board game with a parent or sibling.
32) Seen a parent or sibling you haven't seen for several days

:: Entertainment ::
33) Sang Karaoke
34) Acted in a play or movie
35) Played in a band or performed music
36) Gone to a concert
37) Danced at a concert
38) Danced somewhere else
39) Watched a movie
40) Watched a movie more than once
41) Been to a movie theater
42) Listened to a full CD
43) Listened to a full CD more than once
44) Listened to music for over 2 hours straight
45) Watched TV
46) Watched TV for over 2 hours straight
47) Used a computer for over 2 hours straight

:: In Public ::
48) Passed wind in public
49) Dropped an armful of stuff in public
50) Been humiliated in public
51) Been laughed at in public
52) Cried in public
53) Done something stupid in public
54) Been stared at by a large group of people
55) Had an argument or fight with somebody in public
56) Created a scene in public
57) Been asked to leave a store/building
58) Been asked to stop doing something in a store/building
59) Been pulled over while driving
60) Been in a traffic jam

:: Jobs ::
61) Been hired
62) Been fired
63) Gotten into trouble with the boss
64) Been asked to do something outrageous by the boss
65) Asked for a raise/promotion
66) Been promoted
67) Been demoted
68) Gotten a raise
69) Gotten pay lowered
70) Yelled at a coworker/boss
71) Been yelled at by a coworker/boss
72) Gotten a paycheck
73) Quit a job

:: Depression ::
74) Cried your heart out
75) Cried self to sleep
76) Spent over 2 hours straight crying
77) Spent a full day crying or wanting to cry
78) Purposely brought pain to self
79) Considered suicide
80) Attempted suicide
81) Had heart broken
82) Accidentally or purposely broken somebody's heart

:: Anger ::
83) Yelled at somebody
84) Yelled or screamed self hoarse
85) Slammed door
86) Thrown something across the room
87) Slapped somebody
88) Gotten into a fist fight
90) Accidentally broken something in rage
91) Punched a pillow or blanket
92) Punched the wall
93) Slammed fists or hands down onto a desk
94) Said something to somebody you later regretted after calming down

:: Fright ::
95) Cried in fear
96) Done something that frightened you to do
97) Watched a movie that left you frightened hours after
98) Wet self in fear
99) Had anxiety/panic attack
100) Been called paranoid
101) Thought the end was near
102) Been told 'there's nothing to be afraid about' or something simular

:: Excitement ::
103) Been excited at all
104) Stayed up all night in excitement
105) Screamed in excitement
106) Felt heart race or stomach tie a knot in excitement
107) Been JUST TOO EXCITED!

:: Happiness ::
108) Sang for no reason
109) Laughed for no reason
110) Smiled or grinned for no reason
111) Felt pure joy
112) Cried in joy
113) Been surprised (in a good way)
114) Seen somebody cry in joy
115) Hugged a complete stranger because you were so happy
116) Hugged somebody that would be quite awkward to hug
117) Hugged somebody PERIOD
118) Had a dream that you didn't want to wake up from
119) Spent a full day smiling or wanting to smile
120) Laughed at the dumbest of jokes

Woes

2010-02-20T22:49:00.001-07:00

Bye bye Reading Week =(

Books aren't for the weak.

2010-01-24T20:00:00.005-07:00

Jane Eyre is actually like my favourite book now. No joke. The writing is fantastic and all the references to other literature and sayings are amazing. Kudos to Charlotte Bronte

As much as I like Jane Austen's hero's (though I find her writing a bit dry), Mr.Rochester seems much more real. Everything from him not being a stock hero of being handsome and dashing and having a fantastic personality, yes, he is rather not handsome though he has a way with his words and is quite often in a sour mood (when we first meet him in the book) and his mood changes often enough to give him a real personality.

The book actually evokes feeling; anger, helplessness, happiness, sadness, joy, anger within sorrow, contentment. It swells the heart and tugs the heartstrings.

This is pretty much how I thought Mr. Rochester would look, give or take, maybe slightly older. For the adaptations I have to say that the BBC 2006 Mr.Rochester is the closest and that the 1996 (?) Jane are the closest in terms of what the characters I thought should look like. Ellen Page was originally suppose to be in a movie version but she is no longer tied to it (Too bad because she is like the perfect Jane - short (like she's suppose to be) and plain yet pretty).

How Rude!

2010-01-07T14:57:00.003-07:00

I want to know why there is suddenly a huge hole in my bank account.

And I mean after I paid my school fees. And my insurance already got payed for. There should be at least 100 or 200 dollars in there that isn't. What the frick just happened?

WOOO.

2010-01-06T23:48:00.003-07:00

First post of the new year!

Today was the first day of classes. Oh man.

1) Shakespeare = love. I could care less that I barely know the people in that class that I know. It's freaking Shakespeare. And as my prof put it he is greater than Chaucer. Haha!

2) History scares me. It's a freaking intro class and that prof is making it seem like a 400 level. Seriously. Ugh. BUT if I'm lucky the cute guy who sits in front and to the side of me will not have dropped out of that class. *fingers crossed*

3) (Religion) Christian History scares me. We have to do a one page writing assignment every week. Do profs think that we have nothing better to do and have money spilling out of our many pores? Do they not think that some people are actually living on their own trying to make money to go to school AND pay for rent AND food? Give us a break and at least cut it down to every other week.

4) English tomorrow. But I have Tawnya and Sarah B. in that class with me so its all good.

Uh. Yes. I would say more but people are always watching >_>

SWITCHFOOT IN JUST OVER A WEEK. BOO YEAH.

Tonight Tonight

2009-12-24T08:56:00.001-07:00

I love being dutch.

We get to open presents on Christmas Eve =)

Are YOU up for the Challenge?

2009-12-18T00:04:00.003-07:00

101 Things to accomplish in 1001 days. Sign up and take the challenge. Here's my list (so far).